Boring again..zz

Aiyo...sienz like hell again today..

not goin anywhere until the night..

i went to my aunty's house wif my parents..

for new house opening ceremony..

i went to take care of my younger cousins who wanted to go for a swim..

then i juz sit there playing wif my aunt's puppy

my aunt's pup..cha cha..who loves baby ash alot!! XD

i remember last time i brought ash to my granny's house..
this lil bitch keep sticking to ash!! adoi!!!!


i was so boring there..n since its so quiet there

i trained my vocal..singing lots n lots of sentimental, rock songs...

while watch them swimming..

then teach them swimming...coz their swimming is..yer!!!

i miss swimming >< its very long time i din train myslf le..

sure stamina very za ad...haih...

its was 6 sumthg dat time..then baby ash call me out again..

ask for meet up again...but he is wif his fren la!!!! adoi..

ok luur~ i juz ffk to my aunty..

coz actually all my cousins( the teenage type one) were all not attending this ceremony..

n i feel bored alone there...

so i juz drove to jln ipoh n fetch ash..go pavilion n eat fridays..

lol..im siao rite? but i love eating those pasta thingie lar!!!

sumore can meet my sista.. wakaka~

inside fridays lar~^o^ i got a round round big face...ish!

baby ash is acting cute wer!..sakai! XD

juz eat..talk..laugh..n left..haiz..his fren was waiting for him for movie..

im not joining them..coz its too late..sure later my parents will a ji a jor again...

juz fetch ash go times square n go home..do my facial thingie..

u sampat ash! show my ghost pics to ur frens in this 6 months!!!

sumore view my singing recording when ur bathing n laugh at me!!! haiz...

nvm la..coz i oso show ur kissie "movie" to my frens too..^^

haiz..now i oni noe..in this six months u still miss me dat much..

actu since the first day v meet during cny..u ask for my phone n say wanna send me sumthg..

i noe u wanna send me those pics v took together decades ago la...

coz u read my blog..><

too bad my phone's memory was full (suck phone)

nvm la..u keep it first..then nxt time oni send to me luur~

im so sorry for this 6 months bcoz of my stubborn n idiot attitude...

muacks muackss muacksss...

3rd Day of CNY..meet Ash

early morning i drove to granny's house again..

doin ntg there..coz my cousins were still sleeping..

regreted i din bring along my music notes n study..ish

9th day of cny got exam sumore..but i stil hvnt start study...

i started to sleep again at my granny's house...

watch tom n jerry..damn funi one..

n i realised dat i love to watch tom n jerry de wor..even thou im 19 now..XD

i was the one giggling among my cousins when i saw sum funi actions from the cartoon..

the oni one.. m i childish? hmmm...

i drove home after finish watching tom n jerry..haiz..

boring and studied at home..study the music..hate ssh la..

y arrange exams juz after chinese new year..

then ash juz sms me..n call me to go out nerh!!! XD

ok luur~ go for movie..its been 2 sems..half yr v had not talk to each other..

me n him..one wk dun talk..then once v talk..its like endless story one..

so...half yr means..talk for whole life?! ><

v met up at titiwangsa rapid bus station..xoxo..

n my 6256 was his "zhuan yong" rapid car..hahaha...

my heart beat was sooooo fast when i was driving..

i gues..im anticipating to c him ba?

that kinda happiness and complicated feelings are indescribable..

once he entered my car..the first thing he said to me was..

its a long time v haf not meet each other d..XD

even though its been a long time v had not contact each other due to sum technical problems..

v r still dat silent!!! both of us wore blue tops!!!!

lolx..sistas r always sistas..XD

hehe..this is ash lar!! E3 ppl..tis is how he looks now..

then v stucked in the jam sumwhere in jln tun razak..

talk talk talk..he was still the same..keep bully me.. n laugh gau gau..

its was so sweet of his mum coz she still remember me n gaf me a ten dolars angpau..^^

v took photos..coz v promised each other since long time ago..

once v change style, v muz go take pics together..xoxo..

n vr still the same..use an hr sumthg to take..juz 6 photos!!! omg..

then v had dinner at uncle duck..damn rush..coz it was 9pm

and v had to enter the cinema at 9.30 pm...

juz talk n talk..eat n eat..n still the same! laugh me liu nga again..ish!!!!!

bad ass ash!!! hmmmmppphhhh!!!!

9.30pm v enter the cinema..watched wedding game..

this movie is damn nice one..it reveals the feelings of those superstars in the entertainment

field..

juz laugh laugh..wif accompaniments of popcorns, chicken meatballs, cheezels n ice lemon tea!

11 sumthg i fetched him home..kepong nerh!!! then go bek to setapak..

i was speeding coz my parents didnt noe daat i fetch him back home!!!

ash..duno how u feel for the first time being drove by me..sumore speeding type XD..

sure takut yet fun bah? wakaka~

the pictures v'v taken..

yesterday nite i looked back at some of the pictures v taken together since frm4..

(coz both of us started to b a bit bit camwhore since dat age)

i realised dat v've grown up!!!! bcome lengzai lenglui jor lar! (ehemm excuse me)

i kept laughing when i saw my suck fringe, suck hair n suck sakai look..haha..

n ur noob face..><

time flies..v 've been thru so many ups n downs..

n actu c mei is rite..v're juz lik a family..

i noe u love me rite? i love u too!!! muacks!

even though v hang out for almost 6 hrs..

but how come to me its juz like a minute?

not enuf lar!! so many bullshit n crap i wanna tell u..

i wanna tell u wat happen to me in these few months..n i wish to listen to urs too...

haiz..ur goin to zhong ji tian tuan nxt wk..

then duno gotta wait till when oni meet u up n gila wif u..haiz...

i will miss u my dear ash..XD.. i hope u do too..

gd luck in ur competitions..remember wat i said to u b4..

always kiss the mic when u sing..

if ur not dat lucky..v join astro talent quest together luur~

i will c u in the tv very soon..n laugh at u when i sms u lo..kaka..

ur oways my best buddie..cheers!! ^^

2nd Day of CNY..

2nd day of chinese new year..but how come i felt like..
its the end of chinese new year one ar?
zz...i went to my granny's house again in the afternoon..
gambling wif my cousins..eat n eat n eat!!!! omg!!!!
inches of meat had grown on me jor la!!!! T__T
play till sienz..then i drove my cousins n mum to pavilion..
shopping again..==
my mum bought some clothes in forever 21..damn nice clothes she bought!!!
coz i was the one who chose the clothes for her!! XD
forever 21 was the first place v visited..
but then my younger cousin brother( 9 yrs old) lau gai wanna go home!!! ish!!! hate dat ok?!
he was the one who wanted to follow but then ar... then he juz kept pretending headache wanna go home..but none of us manage to bother him..
coz me, my mum n my cousin sis were busy looking at..CLOTHES!!!! wakaka
n i felt in love with a grey jacket wif brush painting on it..
very artistic ler!!!! n the size suit me alot..very nice especially when i wear short short jeans!! argggghhh!!!!
then v juz walk around..n went to clinique and bought the toner i wan lar!!!
n then i spent 100 sumthg on a blackhead remover..
its a promotion pack i gues...n my fren told me it was kinda affective one..sumore can c the effect in juz a week!!!
then i tangan gatal..go buy it n try..bcoz i spent 100++, i won a natio aromatheraphy set..
got mascara, lip treatment, shower gel, face cream,toner and facial foam..
kinda happii..xoxo..
after dat i juz headed to converse stall..
too bad..the blue converse bag i wanted is not selling ad..
coz sumthg's wrong wif the handle of every bag..aikss..
shd say im lucky or unlucky?
bcoz i reli wanted the bag so much..its kinda hard for me to fall in love in converse bag one ler!!!
but to me lar..dat bag is very nice lo!! haiz...sigh sigh sigh...
walked for 2 hrs..then i brought my mum n cousins to carls junior..eat superstar again lar!!! XD
ppl may say im crazy for always eating superstar..
but i duno y..i juz enjoy n like the taste of dat burger..
my dear dear superstar..my love towards u will never fade for my whole life!!! i swear!!!!><
hehe..my cousin bro was still muka busuking..so..
i juz go j.co n get him sum donuts n shut his mouth..so he can eat sumthg sweet n shut up when gals r shopping!!!!
v juz shop around until 6 sumthg..then i drove my cousins back to my granny's house lo..
coz its time to go home for dinner..my grandma keep calling me n ask me to go back..
haiz..today's shopping..juz four hours..mana cukup!!!!!
bcoz of my cousin bro lar!!! haiz..
made the 3 young lady here sienzz like hell...
from now on he is blacklisted!!! i wont bring him out n drive him out anymore!!!
coz he always lau gai.. n keep playing wif my car's seatbelt..n unlock my car door b4 the main controller unlock it..i reli hate it one...
but anyway it was a happy day too..coz i won quite lot money while gambling..hehe..
lucky me... n i oso got sum skincare products i wan la..hehe..
do ntg at nite..juz on9 at nite..
recalling wat was happening last yr during the 2nd day of cny..
i was working!!!! bloody hell company...juz gaf double pay even thou he was a rich guy..
sumore nid to work till 8pm!!!
i was standing alone in the shop..do ntg..sumore no customer!!! omg!!!!
then carlson came n kacau me when he was wuliao-ing..
coz he was working at the shop bside me..3.6..alone too..
both of us juz stood outside ourshop n talk talk talk..talk crap...
i remember dat day i didnt leave the shop for a break..
carls juz bought me a fillet o fish n treat me his favourite strawberry sundae!! XD
when v finish working, both of us went to times square..he go find his fren..
n v juz settle down at old town..had our dinner..
then v juz went to the arcade n play sum funi sakai games..haha..
until 10 sumthg i oni left time square..
and last yr punya second day of cny..was the first day i met boon keat..
he was working at add-on on the upper floor..
n actu 3 of us were from the same company..
funi guy thou..kept coming to my shop n eat my "ba gua"! haha..
then go 3.6 n kacau carls..n the funniest thg i remembered was..
the stool in 3.6 broke down when boon keat sat on it!!! omg!!! funi like hell...
then he went to find the hammer n nails..n repair the stool..adoi!!!!
haiz...funi working day..n dat was the last day i was working in dat company..
i swear i will nvr work for them anymore!!! hmmmppphhh!!!
but i reli feel great to know carls n boon keat thru working lar..
so..shd feel grateful to group 36 as well...
looking forward to the 3rd day of CNY...

First Day of CNY..

early morning i woke up n visited my grandparents who lived in jln ipoh..
n wait for the arrival of my aunties n other relatives..
so boring there..wacthing astro and ate my big big piece of chocolate cake for..2 hrs!!!
the cake oso dry ad..==
aiyo..2 sumthg ad..they still hvnt come!
then dad juz fecth mum, me n my cousins to the buddhist temple in brickfields...
its our habit to visit this temple every first day of chinese new year since i was a baby..
i prayed to be a better human being on this earth this year..
n i hope dat my parents will b happy n healthy everyday..
i get gud results..get my ful scholar..fulfil my dreams..
n everyone in this earth get peace..no war no fight..no disasters..
then i hlped to tie those strings on my cousins' hand..
it was so freaking hot!!! omg..i sweat like hell..even though i juz wore sumthg like a singlet..
actu v plan to visit tian hou temple too..but then there was a heavy jam on the way to the temple..so v decided to go bek to granny's house..
finally..my other cousins n relatives were there...
i juz go get angpau..sit awhile n left..
too bad dat i din gamble wif them..
bcoz my mum is not feeling well( guess its bcoz of the stupid weather)
so v gotta go home..
home sweet home :) i was tired n took a nap..n on9..10th flr..so leong song..haha..
haiz
bad things happen again..i've killed two birds wif a stone..
since u cant decide..then let me hlp u to decide ba..
im sorry..i had to let u go..
bcoz i dun wanna b the 3rd party..
i dun wanna hurt dat gal's feelings..i noe how much it hurts..
coz i was cheated like dat b4 too...i wanted to be mean too..but im too kind..
its not dat i dun love u..juz..i dun wan to break ppl's relationship..
ur the 2nd guy who told me u will take care of me for the rest of ur life..
n u can choose not to go taylors n stay at gk bcoz of me..
i was soooo glad when i heard dat..i smiled when i read dat msg..
but..at the same time..i was imagining the gal's crying face..
im sorry..im reli sorry..im reli very sorry...
till now u still trust me dat im not a playgal..even though i talk to u in a very mean way..
i reli feel grateful for dat..unlike those third world mentality ppl..
think dat im those type of gal who canot live without men..
thank u so much..
if u love me..love her more..dun hurt her..remember the lyrics i posted here? if i were a boy..
i hope dat u can oways remember my words..n the suck breakfaz i made for u..
u r oways sumone special to me bsides yuk wah..the 2nd best man lar!!! hehe..XP
as for the cny monster..haiz...gues its time for me to let go u..
u responded in a nice way...but to me i think its lap sap oni la...
sry to say dat..but i gues i noe wat is under ur skin..
im sorry to say sumthg vulgar to u without reason..haiz..
gd luck to u.. n me..
well..i guess i gotta slp..wanna go gamble tomolo n go pavilion again..
o ya~ dad's gonna treat us shogun tomolo! anticipating ler!!! XD^^

Reunion Dinner 2009

Its been years that i've not been dining wif my granny on new yr's eve due to sum technical problem..

n now the technical prob is solved..

v went to a seafood restaurant n dine wif my another auntie..

the feelings of dining wif my grannies during new years eve was sooo damn special!!!

i feel glad to c them laughing n enjoy their meals..( my grandma always do so..she is damn lucky:)

hehe..these 2 are my cute lil grannies la..^^ my yeye n mama..

the dinner was okok oni la..i prefer dinner bufet actually...

v were so busy eating..the food were served without delaying n i dun even haf the time to rest!!!! no intermission at all one! zz..

these r some of the special one among all..i think lar~

aw...this is the horrible one..ish..sumore was placed in front of kakak!!! the indo maid employed by my uncle to do the house chores..

but the skin is damn crispy n nice one wer~ ><

this is my daddy..he is taking food for my mum ler!!!! so nice..

this is my cousin joey..tis yr 14 yrs old jor luur~

so this is the four cucu of NG family...im the eldest here..

yeye mama..i feel glad to dine wif both of u..its reli decades v haf nvr dine together ad..

i will oways remember the moments u brought me up..taught me ways to be a responsible child..

n protected me from stray dogs...bought cakes for me when i m a kiddie..

i love both of u! muacks muackss^^..hope dat every year v will haf our reunion dinner together..

n oways c both of u living happily and oways be in the pink of health..

around 10 sumthg..v finish dined n went back home..

my granny were gambling wif my cousins!!! yer~ but not me!!! i oso wanna play la k?!

i was home alone bcoz my parents went for last minute shopping..

firecrackers were everywhere..n i was watching it alone..doin my own mask..n fell asleep..

new yr lo..say bye bye to the year of rat~

Sunway pyramid and pavilion day..

Thursday i went to my secondary skul wif joyee...

a fren..another bestie of mine

to get our sijil spm...after dat i speed to sunway pyramid..

to meet vincent..n watch movie lo..

coz..its been a week v din meet ler! n i wanna watch inkheart..

lolx..inkheart was okok oni lo...ntg different like bedtime stories lo..

watched till 9 sumthg then v juz walk around n left...

lolx..it was the first time i nid 20 minutes oni to travel from sumwhere further than summit usj to my house..kinda happy for it..kekex..

Friday, i went to pavilion wif carlson..

coz i owe him a meal..zz..

v ate TGI Fridays..nice meal ar!!!! i love fridays..but sumtimes too many cheese made me very "zai " ler..

carls ur so lucky to haf such generous fren who treat u eat fridays nerh! haha..

after dat v juz walk around and went to watch alls well ends well 2009 in GSC..
damn funi la dat show adoi! wu jun ru is so talented in comedy...zz.

n the ending is like those old cny movie..which is..

all couples wear wedding gown n tuxedo n sing new yr songs n say gong hei gong hei!

adoi...reli ar...

but still i dun reli recommend ppl to watch hong kong films in the cinema one..

around 6 sumthg i drove carls to tarc..then he go bungkus nasi for his family luur~

picture v took b4 leaving la! ^^

Saturday, i went to pavilion again after fin service my car..
i went there wif my mum tis time...
go n buy cny clothes again..n buy sum skincare product..
coz my lotion finish ad...
i juz hop into the body shop n got myslf a body butter..
then walk around in padini n get sum stuff..then go haf lunch
then i treat my mum watch movie..v watch Bride Wars..
adoi!!! another funi show! talking about two young ladies fight for the plaza bcoz they marry on the same day...
both of them were besties n hope to attend each others wedding ceremony...
but then...(erm, u gues la)..its a comedy oso la..hehe
not bad la this movie..
hmm, now i realise these 3 days i oso watch new movies which is released exactly on dat day..
v juz walk around lot 10 after dat..
when v were walking i saw a guy blowing his harmonica..begging for money..
i looked from faraway..
his head was 60% bald..n his skin complexion is weird..
i walked close to him..n gaf him RM2..
then i saw his eyes..full of sorrowness..n i can c clearly..
his skin was burnt b4..his eyes is diff like normal human being..
its hard to describe here...n the worst is..
10 of his fingers oni left 50%...!!!!
another half was lost on every finger...i was so sad...
i juz walk aside n cry..coz i reli feel pity on him..a few minutes..
i walk back towards him n gif him another ten dolars..n smile to him..
say gong xi fa cai to him..
he smiled back to me..i can c how grateful he was towards me..
i felt happy to him smile..deep down inside i reli hope dat he can overcome all his problems..
he can b counted s a handicap..n his face is reli cacat..
people who passed by him sumtimes looked at him like he is a monster..
yet he still haf da courage to face so many people outside there..to beg money n continue his life..
i was thinking, if i were him sure i dun dare to expose outside..
i will juz hide at home n maybe do sumthg n ask ppl hlp me to sell it oni..
reli...pity him n wish him luck in everythg..

tomolo is new yrs eve le...
tis yr im juz staying in kl..not goin anywhere..
wondering wat i can do during this new yr..
new yr..new aim.. new life..new hope..
hope dat every dreams of mine will come true..i juz want everyone to be happy..n peace! ^^\/

~对的人~

☆戴爱玲 对的人☆
☆天使之翼☆
☆作词:姚谦 作曲编曲:Keith Stuart☆
☆Music☆

你问在我心中 是否还苦恼
那次受伤 否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照 我一切都好
一个人 不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到对的人出现
在眼角那次流过的泪
让我学习到如何祝福 如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到 与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要 是一种对照
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到对的人出现
能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少 并不计较
当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱 海阔天高
oh~~ya~~
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现

my feelings..were like this song..
i love this song alot..i remembered the first time i listen to this song..was 18/12/2008..
i was crying once i was listening this song..for the first time tim!
sumore in class..so latseh..ish...
this song is reli nice..hope dat i met the right guy..n everyone oso the same..
dun get hurt..n the world will b in peace..bcoz of love..
love of family, friends and partners..

Anger,Nervous,Excited,Dissapointment and Anticipations in a day~

Early morning i went to college wif william again..wanna study for translation ar!!!!

then v park at PA blk punya carpark lot..

aiks..the carpark was so...small..guess y?

its bcoz of an idiot lecturer used 1 1/3 of the carpark unit..wtf...

and the kembara bhind me is oso parking kinda front..

i inisist to park there bcoz its the oni shady spot i found..n its near to the library..

dats y..i get very mad n decided to leave a "love note" for him/her when im leaving and park outside college hall..

so brainless la!!! hmmmppphhh!!!

the so called love note..XD

well..feeling so syok after fooling the car's owner..

william kept laughing there..wakaka~

We juz study in the car..then no longer derek n yogurt joined us...

then my car was bombed wif benny benassi's satisfaction..adoi...!!!!!

my whole car was shaking..it was like a small version MOS!!! hahaha..

my zo-ba...spoilt jor la!!! TT...adoi!

1.50pm..v prepared ourselves n walk towards blk v..everyone was waiting at blk V...

n these are the dictionaries i brought..crazy rite? XD

samson appear and most of the broadcasters were screaming..

bcoz his hair is soooooo red!!!! haha...~ the symbol of CNY! adoi!!!XD

b4 exam starts, everyone chose their seats and fill in the attendance slip...

zyro sat bhind me..then sudenly he ask ms chitra when the exam was about to start..

"teacher, y my paper got chinese one? im not taking chinese one wor!!!"

then he oni realised he got into the wrong class...haha..the whole venue was laughing la!!!

doomed! haha..

exam started n exam ended..the paper was ok la..hope dat i can get an A!!!

to save my poor e media..aiksss...

i was singing da tuan yuan after ms chitra collected my paper! haha..

yuhoo!!!! fin exam ler!!! can celebrate CNY le!!! but there is still another paper aft CNY lo!!!

but nvm la...i was so happy n keep thinking of CNY now~

thinking of buying clothes n handbags again..==\

n i can go find my hairstylist n do treatment jor la!!! adoi! anticipating

after exam, i fetched william back to GK...

then me, derek n tarzan went to pavilion!! lolx..

me n derek were pavilion kakis!!! love pav alot la ok? crazy for it!

v went there n eat carls jnr again!!! wuhuhu..im a big fan of carls junior ok?!

cheers to all carl's fans!!!

hehe..big big superstar^^

the new product bacon wif fried chicken ham...nice one too^^

but of coz i still prefer superstar lo! a must try item!

after dat v went to sasa again..juz walk around n continue shopping around in pav..

then tarzan kepoh..went into clinique and get consultance..

haha...the consultancy was so interesting til me n derek oso go get consult...

both of us belong to the oily n dry skin..adoi.. while tarzan is oily skin type lo! XD

n i nid to unclog my pores!!! wtf...hate the sun..hate pigmentation..zz

3 of us oso zuan dao la! got clinique de sample nerh!!

but of coz im the luckiest la! coz i've got the moisturizer..n the toner!!!

nenebubu derek..u lose le la! haha..

hehe..this is wat i got lar!!! wakaka~

this product is reli nice..can c the effect immediately ler!!! but too expensive...

so i gotta save money for this again...

CLINIQUE will b my nxt aim!!! muahahaha~

when i was happying at the moment, my mum suddenly called n scold me again..

haiz..sad..scold me for going out again..

hey..my last day of exam nerh! i wanna go release stress oso knot de ar?

sumore ask me go home n study my piano theory n practise piano..

n then say will cut my pocket money..wtf...i was screwed again...

but i had to hide my feelings again..n juz smile in front of my frens again..

so tiring..i juz wanna get sum peace..live like a college student..but then..

she always ruined my plannings...aiksss..suan le ba..

after hanging in clinique, v went to padini! omg!!!

i saw new stuffs again..polo T!!!! shit..

more n more things to buy..zzzzzz

juz walk around..n went back around 9 sumthg..i fetched tarzan to feeling cafe and fetched derek home..then juz drove home alone..

haiz..derek n tarzan r goin to visit pavilion again tomorrow..but me?!

i was ffk-ed by sumone..damn dissapointed..

gotta sit alone and face my mum at home again..damn scared now..

where shd i hide tomolo? i juz dun wanna stay at home..

my mum's working night again tomolo..

haiz..spoil my poor nerves again..adoi! aduhai!!! malangnya nasib aku ni!!! =X

Now i can juz anticipate new year's coming..then i can get angpau..n buy my Clinique products lar!!! wakaka~

And anticipates this coming friday~ coz im home alone ler!!! n maybe im goin out wif frens again..

i used to watch movie once a week..but now its like...

so long i haf not been watching movie ad!!!

last 6 months i will keep update new movies..but now its like..no more updates..

wat movies were not shown ad i oso duno..n hvnt watch! wat happen to me ar?

haiz..i gues..tomolo i gotta go to the cinema alone..TT..

hide in a black box n get entertainment instead of being at home ba?

wat a me!!!

o ya~ anticpate goin clubbing wif broadcasters during this sem break..

n i wanna go melacca ar!!! i nid vacation!!!! no vacation i will die!!!! zz

Tensed...

I was studying translation n preparing for tomolo's test...
I choose to study in library, and my friend's house bcoz i dun wan to c my mum..
c her n listen to her mumbling in front of me..
n try my best to avoid arguing wif her...
but then i duno y she can still purposely call me up n scold me...
around 12 sumthg i drove to hao di fang from college..she saw my car n follow my car...
then scold me for parking outside instead at home..
sumore park at those sunny bright places..
madam..i park at shady place ok? r u blind?!
n i juz go there to haf my lunch oni ok? i rather eat outside oso dun wanna eat at home bcoz i dun wanna c ur face!!!!!!
1sumthg I had park my car back to the carpark and walk to yogurt's house to study...
then u call me n scold me again for still parking outside..say i dun love my car and wat nonsense idiot things..
reli pissed off la me!!! wtf!!!!
then my mood bcame better when i met yogurt n william..
n get peace while studying...
i came home around 7.. had my dinner alone bcoz my mum went of to work..
working night shift today..kinda happy coz i can study alone at home..
daddy is attending a funeral tonite..his uncle passed away ad..haiz..
same day s my grandpa..aiksss...
then juz now my mum juz call up again..
scold me for parking my car under the sun..n didnt wear a jacket as i wear low cut today..
hey madam, r u blind?? the whole day i was sweating bcoz of da black jacket ok?!
when u saw me i was wif the jacket!!!! reli ar..
scold me for nonsense..
sumore scold me for not attending piano classs..say wanna let me continue n finish my 3 dips for piano..
till now u still dun understand! i wanna learn guitar and drumset.. n i hate piano..
to me piano class is already a burden! i've said so many times but y u still nvr get wat i wan?!
n blame me din study well dats y e media paper was screwed up!!!
aunty..u try my paper la! wtf!!! if u can finish everything in 2 hrs..
u go continue n get ur master la wtf!!!
reli ar..spoil my poor nerves bcoz of ur idiot words!!! its not i didnt study!
its impossible dat i wont study..u shd noe me well!!!!
but u didnt..now im thinking..
even v look the same..but m i really the one who came out from ur tummy?
#@$!*&()&%&!#@$$(%*&*^%&@#^%#!$@#~%^%*^(*&%
hate u!!!! oways force me n gif me pressure!!!!
oways ask me nonsense n talk rubbish..
cant u juz gimme space?
oways check on my hp..curi my things n c!!!
this is wat i hate the most!!! wtf!!!!
i tell u..sure i will take revenge one day...
u wait for the hari kiamat bah!!! hmmmmmmppppphhhhh!!!!!!!!!
if tomolo i m not doing well my paper..i wil thank u..
for giving me so much pressure n spoil my study mood..
i dun wanna study ad..tomolo's paper..i plan to fail...
dun wan take care of ur face anymore..
oways juz use me to lan c ppl n take my results s ur face!!!!
hate dat la!!!! im stressed!!!!

Unlucky E Media Exam...

I woke up around 5am to study my e media this morning.

untill 8.30am oni go bath and prepare to go to college n study again..

i fetched yogurt n william n then derek..

after having breakfaz v went to study room n study luur~

aiyo..sienz dao...

duno wat to study..n duno how to study la..

coz..so many subtitles and duno which one is which one ad jor!!! aikssss...

then v play wif derek's white scarf...

this is yogurt la!!! ^^

actu she is smiling..but not very obvious..this gal ar..reli funi gal..being wif her...c her laughing is very fun de..haha..

around 12 she left and left 3 of us continue studying..

until 2pm v sat for the exam..

OMFG! the question is easy but too many things to write lar!!!!

i haf not enuf time to fin my thgs ler!!!!! untill the last minute..i was still writing again..

haiz..the pengawas asked me to tie up my paper but i just ignore her and continue writing..

then she get mad and ask me to tie up again..i tied up n gif it to her..

she said..u can continue writing..v will wait..

then i juz continue write my last sentence..then she rampas my paper away n say:

"u noe i can throw ur paper away?"

i was like...grrrrr...fine..i noe its my fault...

then my tears started to burst out once i left the college hall..aiks..so scared that she really will throw my paper away..

until samson go ask our subject lecturer ms.kik then i oni fongsam abit..

haiz..wat a day..so bad mood after the exam..

i cried for awhile then drove william n derek to jusco..treat ourselves mcd..

coz all of us were not happy for the e media test..everyone oso failed to finish the whole paper 100%ly..

well..e5 gang joined us..samson too! ^^

v fin mcd then go kfc again..==

but im not eating lar..coz full ad..

me, william and derek went to the arcade..william dance,me n derek drive..then v play basketball..haha..siao la 3 of us..william play untill sweat sumore! haha..

william was busy dancing there..XD

after dat we went to kfc and continue hanging wif e5 gang..

then my mum called me and ask me to go home..haiz..

i juz wanna release stress oso canot..i was reli unhappy today luur~

derek n william went to the mens department..looking for briefs..haha...

haha..like those aunty shopping..hahaz..

william bought a sexy red brief ler!!!! like wanna wear it n do show! wakaka~

got silver dots de..cant c it in this pic oni..wakaka~

shining n striking nerh? haha..

after dat v juz left and go home luur~

vincent i got sumthg to tell u..i noe ur so busy studying wif ur classmates rite there..

so i dun wanna kacau u n say it here la..

but oso duno u will read my blog onot today..

hehe..my dear dear mama..muz add oil in ur exam ohh!!!!

but dun study till too late..u nid rest oso ar..if not u cant concentrate when ur driving to college..

and also cant concentrate when ur examing ler!

i dun wanna hear bad news from u de ar!!! wish u luck oh...all the best to u!!!

dun forget to sms me when u r about to sleep lar~

muacks...n dun forget to spend sum time to think of me... n dun speed ar my dear!

muacksssssss!!!!!!!!! my dear mama...i miss u!!! ^^

long hair version of mama..^^ like a gal nerh!

short hair version..leng zai la..i like it! ^^

If I Were A Boy~

To: Sumone special inside my heart,


If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guysAnd chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it'
Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her'
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted'
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that
I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go'
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her'
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted'
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted'
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy...

hope dat u will think how to b a better bf after reading this lyrics luur~
and appreciate ur gf lar!!! dun make her feel sad, dissapointed..
to girls, love is a very big big thing..dats y..
u muz gif her happiness, dun lie to her, dun betray her..
be her better man bah!
muacks!!!!!^^
and if u make her dissapointed..i will bite u de ar!!!
n then throw the scramble eggs left that i'd cooked for vincent on u de ar!!! blekkkkkk!!!
XP

Happened in Exam Week~

haiz...2 wks b4 CNY is the final exam arrrrr!!!!!

everyone was preparing so hard..but im still so lazy..no exam mood at all ler!!!

juz went to pyramid and study wof my baby vincent..then go shopping sumore!!!!

vincent's study look..

^^ muacksss

study at derek's house..study at zenc's house...aiyo..

like dun haf my own house and study...haha...

this wk i had 3 subjects: English, BM and Tamadun..

well...this 3 oso ok gua..

The Eng paper..aiyo..i was too slow..until the last 5 minutes i was juz writing the 2nd last paragraph of my essay..

and i hvnt finish section D ler!!!!

haha..i saw derek's worried face..he was sitting bside me during examination was goin on..

but in the end, i made it la..hehe..

aiyo, my essay is like...no writing techniques ar all!!! alicia is not like alicia who writes with her passion dat day...haiz..sure get very low marks one!!!

the nxt day..15/1 is the first day my baby vincent sit for his exam lar!!!!

dat day i woke up around 6.30am n prepare breakfaz for him ler!!!!

then 8am drove to skul n gif it to him..wif anticipation..c his happy face..

but in the end...haiz...he din eat fin my food ar!!!!

sumore is the scramble eggs!!! which i 've used most of the time to make one..

n a ji a jor say no sugar no salt!!! hmmmppphhh!!!

vincent!!! im mad ad!!! wanna put ur ugly pic here to take revenge le!!!!!! ><

hmmm..ur kemek face!!!

haiz..i left college around 8.30am..went back home to continue my sleep..

my heart n effort all wasted ad!!haiz..nxt time i dun wanna do the breakfaz ad!!!!

hmmmmmpppphhhh!!!!! tot wanna c ur happy face for eating my hand made breakfaz..but then..haiz..dissapointed la me!!!!

around 10 i departed to college again..went to library and study..zz

then fetch derek go c2 buy lunch and eat inside my car...

me n derek study inside the car and wait for the arrival of 2 pm..


while waiting, derek was kepoh..when my classmates were parking at the same lot as my car in front the college hall, he stood up in my car n kept screaming there.so this is his buttock la! haha

well, BM was quite easy..

v juz went home after dat n prepare to die for tamadun test!!!

i juz slpt for 4 hrs dat nite..

n the second day woke up at 5am to study and go to college around 8am!!!

hmm..but wat i studied reli came out ler!!! kinda happy for it..

even though i forgot some points la..aikksss...im old ad..

cant remember dat much jor~

the exam supposed to end at 11 am..

but i left the exam hall around 10.15am..

coz..too easy ad..XD

alot of ppl came out around dat time too!!!!

n v juz waited outside there...planning for activities after this tamadun shit exam!!!!!

well..finally v decided to go sing k..

6 of us went there..im the driver==

me, derek,evelyn, jia hao,william and tarzan...haha..

aiyo..tarzan had to hide when v met cops..zz...

coz..there were 4 ppl sitting bhind..n everyone muz fasten their seatbelts..

haiz...wat kinda rules is this??!!! so mafan ler!!!!

aiyo..v were so high!!! especially tarzan!! lolx..

tarzan u sang so well ler!!!

promise me v go take part astro talent quest for this yr ok???

dun waste ur talent ler!!! haha..

aiyo..william was so quiet in the k room..

me oso..both of us were so exhausted n sleepy...


maybe its bcoz v studied to much a night b4..n store so many tamadun shit into our brain!!!!

wel...singing k was fun! its been 3 months i din visit the k room jor la!!!!

yesterday i reli released my stress..exam stress...n it was reli FUN!!! but exhausted..

around 4 v went home..everyone's voice was so sexy after singing..

i also haf sorethroat ad!!

haha..

all of us were so quiet when v were on the way back home..

i slept early last night..n busy doin mask..hehe..

this morning i woke up i realised there is a msg from the "silent" guy--> ash

kinda surprised actually..coz i din expect he will appear when i miss him..

adakah semua ini takdir?? memang kami ada jodoh la...haha..

coz..he shd noe i will scold him if he sms me..

but..duno y la..haiz..maybe this is reli fate ba?!

meanwhile, monkey arrived malaysia le!!! he came from australia..

this guy ar!!! sms me n wake me up around 5 sumthg once he arrived malaysia..

too bad..i kept my phone at the living room..sumore in a silent mode..so he failed to wake me up!!! haha..

monkey, im anticipating the day of meeting u ler!!! hahaz..

mus bring mai ur gf along n show me wer..kekekex...

sat morning, i woke up n on9 study..

around 4 i went to fetch my mum.. she is working today..

then v went to pavilion for dinner..

n walk around..

arghhhh!!!!! i saw clothes i wan in padini and MNG...

i swear i will go there after my final!!! hehe...

if not im not Alicia ar!!!!hahaha..

haiz..tired la..

wanna do mask ad...

vincent, i miss u so much,,this wk juz can c u for 2 days..did u noe how much i miss u??

hope to c u soon...haiz..

n hope u can stay at my area arrrrrr!!!! then v can meet gao gao for ur last sem..

haiz..how m i goin to survive without u in the nxt nxt sem??

ur goin to leave le!!!! aiyo!!! i wanna cry jor la!!!! wuwuwuw~

shd i follow u go taylors?? but i wanna go uk la n get my degree la!!!!

haiz..let time prove everythg lo..

Sumthg Hidden for So Long..

recently i'd watch titanic again...

this is the 5th time im watching it le..

5 times watching 5 times crying..

i've learnt to appreciate ppl who i love and the ppl who loves me..sacrifice for me..

i recalled for the past when i watch the movie..

i remembered sumone very special who had appeared in my life...

dats a HE...a guy, who is "silent" with me...

hardly can find dat "silent" guy like him in the whole world ad...

sumone can talk to me from night till day..day till night..

sumone can talk about titanic wif me for the whole night..

sumone can talk the same thg as me at the same time EVERYTIME..

i wanted to c our pictures back so much...n recall back sum memories thru a diary..

those days v had been thru for 5 yrs..unfortunately...

the diary is not with me now..

n i've deleted all our pictures in my lappie..(regretted)

without any backup..

luckily one of my fren stole one of our picture..n this is the picture left wif me currently..

the only one..

its a very long story of u n me..

v've been thru so many ups and downs..

arguements and forgiving..

happiness, sad, anger, fury, complicated feelings..

v knew each other too well...

finally i noe the truth...

maybe this is the way u confess and loved me..thats y u let go..

u knew it wont last long..u knew u will fail..dats y u nvr gif both of us a chance..

now i wont blame u anymore..

the first sem..the whole sem v were not talking..

even if v see each other in college, v will juz act like strangers and walked by...

do u noe how complicated was my feelings during dat time??

i showed my anger and the face i dulan u instead of a sad face..

bcoz i dun wanna lose..i dun wanna let u c how weak im..

but i gues, u will noe wat was reli under my skin dat time..

actually during the finals of the first sem, i was keep looking at my 45 degrees in the college hall..
dat was u..wearing a maroon jacket..answering the IT paper wif 100% concentration..

dat moment, i was thinking u noe how to answer the paper ar?

u dun haf notes ok? haiz...pity u...worrying for u..but i noe u can do it..n wished u luck..

ppl might tell u dat i always scolded u and F u in class..say u dai sei and bla x3

but ppl who understands me well knew y i did so..

actu dats my way to concern u..juz dun wanna use it in the kind way..

u noe? when u sms me for the last time..sms me to help u in ur album.. and repair our broken
frenship..

i was thinking for the whole day...struggling..

but in the end, i choose the path of rejecting u...sumore..

in a mean way..juz 9 words...meant u dun deserve to b a fren of mine..

i hope u understand y i do so..if u dun..then i say it here ba...

bcoz i noe im weak..i noe if i continue this frenship..i will juz hurt myslf..

coz..i care for u more than myslf..watever i do..i will think of u at first...

till now sumtimes..when i pass by sumwhere, i will still think of ur face..wat vr doin..and our
conversation..

i dun hlp u its bcoz i dun wan u take thgs for granted..

ur too lucky..dats y u seldom appreciate..

i can c it from the things u used daily..how they broke, unfunctionable..

n i think study is more important than being a popstar now..

dats y i choosed not to support u..in this kind of way..

well, i noe i will regret for my whole life..to lose a fren like u..but...

i've decided to walk on this path in the end...sorry seems to be the hardest word...

im now thinking..how r u recently..wat ur doing..n will u still think of me even though i treat u in
a mean way...

its a long time v'd nvr communicate.. haf u change to another human being? or u were stil sumone special like wat i'd known yrs ago?

i...
miss..
you...

but i can do ntg..i will still choose not to talk to u..

but i swear if i c u again nxt time..i will gif u a pleasant smile..

a smile wif full of concern, blessings, regards to ur family..

yet a smile of a stranger..

if u use ur heart to c it..u will feel it..

the world is so small..i believe dat v will meet again sumday..

thank u for everything..

frankly, u taught me to b strong..b tough..b patient..

taught me singing..

brightened up my day...

u changed my world..from sumone Very very extreme emo to sumone very emo...

u will b inside my heart for the rest of my life =)

thank you..^^

Insane Saturday~~~

i went to klcc again with my mum while waiting for my car's repairing...

i banged on it, the front bumper since a month ago..

so my car was "smiling" for the whole month.. XD

n even one day..my car num plate fell down n i was driving without a plate in front for da whole day!!!! XD

hmm..we went into Isetan and look around..

n i was "in love" wif Soda apparel suddenly..so i approach to the corner and haf a look..

50%!!!! then i was crazy again...

try lots of shirt..n dress..

but in the end i juz bought some OL lo...so that i wont b murmuring when it comes to a presentation..scolding dat i always wear the same one for presentation..

of coz for some tops oso la..kekex..

my second destiny was Sasa again!!!! OMG!!!! I've bought mask again!!!!

promotion ler!!! sure buy gao gao one!!!!

RM20.90 for 2 box of mask (3-4 packets inside)..which usually costs RM19.90 per box!!!

its worth it ok???!!!!!

i bought le 8 boxes..n used RM85 for it..zz..

wat kinda function oso got la..rejuvenating, whitening, brightening, cleansing, hydrating..haha..

m i crazy??
n now..currently i got 44 pcs of mask inside my fridge..zzzz

the masks inside my fridge? not dat many rite?

hmm..n till now im still wondering b4 15th Jan i can visit dat shop n buy sumore again..

bcoz 15th is the last day of promotion jor la!!!!aikkkkssssss!!!!!!

the rose one is very nice ok?? reli feel good la my skin after using it!!!!!!

after dat i treated my mum..New Zealand Natural ice cream..damn nice one la..

coz sum of the flavours are sugar free!..suits my mum who hates sweet food..haha..

the choco mint is nice..alicia recommends it!!!! ^^

around 4 my dad came to klcc too..to fetch us go to the repair centre and collect my car..

yuhhooooo!!!! my car is like normal car ad!!! no ppl will look at u strangely anymore jor la!!! XD

then v juz went home..

my mum was busy preparing for a dinner in klang..while me..

haiz..i gotta b solo at home..n sumore cook maggi mee as dinner!!!

well..actually its me to choose not to attend the wedding dinner..

bcoz i dun wan to perform again..everytime go on stage n sing..very stress one u noe?!

n everytime i attend wedding dinner i will think alot...

wonder when is only the time i get married..n will i b lucky to meet sumone who reli loves me for his whole life..n protect me..n gif me promises in the future..n treat me well after marriage..

will the guy loves me or juz wan me for my family properties?

do i love the guy? will i marry to sumone i dun love but he loves me? alot la..haiz...

im juz 18!!! but i can think like 28 yrs old ad..zzzzzzzz

dats y im very scared...haiz...

the whole nite i was juz studying alone..n do mask alone...think of the past alone..until i fell aslp..

Crazy Friday~ XD

My day started wif Tamadun China revision...once i woke up..

the first thg i did is STUDY! my notes was sleeping with me last nite..bside me...

so once i woke up, i din brush my teeth...juz sit there and study, do my notes for 1 1/2 hr...

till 10 sumthg..i went for a shower and prepare to go out and study...

actu i plan to study in college's library with frens..but then..no one can accompany me study until evening..6 sumthg?

so in the end i decided to disturb derek who was drama-ing secara solo at home...

i juz go to his house and "beg" him accompany me go haf my brunch..

i was thinking of eating the creamy sauce speghatti in little tree..but in the end v juz went to kfc...

hm, while watching those secondary skul students enjoying their meals together,

i thought of my past..

sitting together wif a bunch of skulmates, classmates, choir gang for lunch...

i reli miss those days very very much...

lots of laughter, full of happiness...had brightened my day up!

time flies..its yrs n everyone separated...haiz...i did keep in touch with some of them but some i reli duno how things are going with them ad...

after the meal, i drove back to dereks area...

haiz..malaysian drivers...reli ar...shd take exam again!!!

the way they drive is really rubbish! langsung tidak beretika!!! wtf..

no safety precaution and sumore park in the middle of the road!

thinking that its their granny's' road...this is wat i hate the most!!!!

i reli feel like park in the middle also and get out of my car and talk to her..(the driver la)..

but then, i didnt do so..

coz i m afraid dat one day she will bcome my boss..then kena me until i die..zz

well..me n derek bought heineken back home after that..

prepare to drink it while studying..zz

then once v got home, i juz sit there n study for a few hrs le...

we were drinking heineken while studying..(gila rite?)

its me..drinking while studying..==

talking sum crap n study..then drink n crap again..

no longer, derek fall aslp!

Lazy derek! haha...blek...but totally not his fault oso la..coz its raining..so the weather is juz like the lullaby song..makes us sleepy...

bo pian la..i gotta study alone luur..

then until 5.30pm, i finished my tamadun china ad!..

feel like kaki gatal..

me n derek..juz think of a plan to avoid staying at home...

in the end, v decided to go n watch movie at klcc..

then i drove and park at w.maju..

n go to klcc by lrt lo...

its me n my bestie again..derek lar!!! ^^ Cheers!

the first place we went was Sasa...

then v watched four christmases..

before entering the cinema, derek went to buy A&W while i went to buy rotiboy..

then v juz put all the stuffs into my bag..(like goin to zao lou lik dat...)

haha..dats our dinner la!

eat while watching movie..not bad rite?? haha..

first time no one was there to seal the tickets..v juz ran in bcoz v were late..hehe

well..the movie was not bad...meaningful...

funi lo..haha..reli shd go watch it...

so that everyone knows how important christmas was...

i love christmas very much too..! more than any other special celebration day lo...

after movie v juz shop around for ahwhile..

OMG! n i saw a RoXy bag...white color one costed RM200!!!!!

haha...

till now im still struggling whether i shd buy this roxy bag or the converse bad lo!

hmm..juz walk around topshop again...

not bad la ..

it's juz dat dun haf my size!!!!!

zzzzz...

v juz left around 10..n i drove him bek to his own house, n me..juz arive home, bath and on9 luur~ XD

baby vincent..baby al misses u wer! ^^

Normal Thursday~

i went to lecture class at 8am again..

i was late bcoz i woke up late again...zz...

after lecture i went to dk abf n find vincent..

his frens came along with us too..n keep teasing me in da car!


3 vs 1 ok?? im alone!!!! sob sob..vincent! bad la u!!!!hmmmpppppphhhhhh!!!!!!!

l
augh at my tamadun!!!! hmm, sure i will get A and mend ur mouth up!

they went to tbr to photocopy sum notes..

n hand in some homework to their tutor in college...

after dat v went to klcc...

vincent's fren juz follow our car to klcc..then take transit back to seremban..

so far away..everyday oso nid to travel dat far..

im wondering how he can tahan for 2 years..

if me sure i collaspe ad...XD

me and vincent went to eat speghatti at the food court..

i think little tree's creamy sauce speghatti is much nicer ler! haha..

me and vincent after having brunch..

after that..v juz walk around and shop for awhile lo..

OMG!!!! i saw a blue converse bag i want!!!!

but i din bring dat much money along..so...

haiz...forget bout it la..sighs...

vincent bought a pair of new converse shoes..bcoz is current one can "talk" already..

around 1 sumthg he left..n i oso drove back home to fetch my mum to her office again...

haiz..since i got car..im my mum's taxi driver...

sumore free of charge one! but she deserves it one la..coz she is my mum, sumone who takes care of me for...19 years lo!!!!!

well..actu thursday is a normal day for me..

juz study, nap, study, on9 till 1am..oni slp..

ntg special la today...juz feel happy to meet my baby vin..s i miss him damn much....

Tiring Tuesday..

i woke up around 8 and attended my translation class..

then i drove to klcc and meet up my dear baby vincent la!!!^^

i arrived 30 minutes earlier than him..aiks..juz wait in the car..

coz i shop klcc till sienz ad...haha..

while waiting i took sum pictures in my car..

o ya..i've been blogging for so long but till now i oso hvnt introduce my car here..kekex..

my car> blueish grey myvi..wif a pack of dry flowers and a dog in front..

my car is so...smells like candy bcoz of the dry flowers,,n i like it very much lo!

n dat puppy's name is QiQi..a gal..who always watch me when i drive! ^^

this fluffy toy is derek zai la! It was a gift by derek..s my birthday present, christmas present, a present to cheer me up when i was dump by a jerk..thx alot derek!!! muacks muacks muacks!!!!^^

around 11 sumthg vincent oni arrive..

v had sushi king for brunch..

not dat satisfied lo! coz i didnt eat the bean i love so so so much!

vincent order those duno wat grilled chicken..seemed tasty..

too bad i did not steal sum from u..hehe..

tis is my dear dear baby vin la^^..

the dai sik jing (in canto)

tis time v watch Australia..damn long la..2hrs and 45 mins

hmm..this movie is ok la...i love the war part...very meaningful ler..

its so cold inside the cinema..both of us juz share a lady's S siza jacket...swt..

but its fun la..hehe...

after dat v juz shop around..vincent saw so many clothes he wanted to buy..

around 4 sumthg i rushed bek to fetch my mum from her office..

since i got my car, i use to drive around.bcome jalan kaki ad...

i fetch my mum's colleague back home as well..

then v went for dinner at face to face again..==

dunno why my mum is so ADDICTED with the food there...

v've been there since last fri till now! OMG!

the waiters all laugh when they c us entering the shop again..zz

wel..after dinner i went for my piano class which i hate to..

coz nid to learn till 9pm!!!! im exhausted la ok??

every tuesday from 9am till 9pm oso got class!!!!!!!

i reli feel like piano class is a big burden to me! when i oni can lay it down ar??!!

after class, i joined andrew, justin and sum of my coursemates for a swim..

juz 15 mins..but at least can burn abit of fat la! haha..

shhh..dun tell ppl these 2 r my classmates! haha..XD

well, swimming with them was reli fun..n noisy!!!!

i can hear it from the 10th flr!!!! aiyo...no speaker oso dat noisy and loud!

they did ask me to join them for dinner..(actu shd say supper lo!)

but i din follow la..coz its late le..sure my parents i dislike and i wanna rest earlier..

even though in the end i slp at 2am...

i've been thinking alot today...its hard to say out here...

juz think..n think...and fell asleep..anticipates the coming second day...

Happiness is the Greatest Thing of All!!!

recently my mum n I keep talking about homosexual things..

dunno y she is like so interested wif it la..

however, my mum cant really accept homosexual appearing in this world..

she thinks that homosexual has break religion rules..and will make parents dissapointed..

well..in my opinion..homosexual is no big deal..

as long as they are happy..so what?

just dun care what ppl say and how ppl look upon them la!

some ppl were born to be homosexual..

sum ppl bcame homosexual bcoz they were hurt by the opposite sex..

very kelian..ended up like dat..

actually ppl have their rights to choose their love ones..

as outsiders we shd respect their decisions lo..

i was thinking..if one day im a mother of sumone..

i wont stop them from being homosexual...as long they can find their happiness..

if they reli dont haf any interest towards opposite sex, y not juz choose the same one?

as long as they dun hurt ppl and be a playboy or playgirl..

bcoz happiness is greater than everything..

and wat i hope from my kids is..their happiness..

c their smiling face..

cheers for homosexual! shd feel proud dat ur special than anyone in the world!!! ^^

omg m i too open minded?? aiks...but this is me...XP