FUN OK~

hey frens...
its time for me to wipe my dusty blog ahem..

weeks ago me n michael went to a cafe in connaught..
its a very special place!!!
cosy and made me feeling very comfortable..^^




Its FUN OK!!! im sitting on top of the toilet bowl!! XD






washing the toilet bowl!!! haha...



eh, michael tomach ache!!!! T.T
tipu nia..==



superman!! ^^



this is the special thg of the cafe..
they use bbq trays and washing machine as the table of serving food!! XD
use toilet bowls as seats..
theres fish sumore inside the tray lo!!!!
i was like...WOW~ for the first second i saw those cute things in the cafe..
they r using recycle as their theme...

the food there is ok..affortable..tatses not bad..
go try it people..u will enjoy youselves there..
they play very nice musics...i reli enjoy dat...

after dinner i went to pasar malam wif superman again..
n called it a day..XD

Neighbourhood Drama Shooting Day~

woke up at 5am on 16/6 Tues..
prepared myslf and thgs needed to pack..
fetched samson and ling ling along to kuchai lama..
having a drama shooting in golden sun club..



my breakfaz...lovely hello panda!!! XD






first look~
yo! alicia in the club yo!!! XO


the new buddy i knew..XD



my 2nd look~

did not take pictures for the 3rd look..
as i start to feel moodless..
eh~ imagine la!
u kena syok sendiri from 8am till 4.30pm
haf to club without music...wtf
luckily the real club bukan itu macam..
very tired ler~ dance till kaki patah..






all the other klefers..
nice to meet u all nerh!!!^^

haiz..there is still another day for me to go..
can i choose not to go? 4bia nerh~ T.T
but i reli do enjoy being very close to the cam..
reli learnt sumthg dat day..
if the editorial did not cut it..
u will c me in 8tv~ acting as chics who eat estacy pills..lol

Fed Up-ed

imagine how tired u will be..

if ur mum checks on ur sms and camera album EVERY NIGHT...
if ur mum wakes u up and question u at 4am...
if ur mum not oni question u at 4am but also the other time..
if ur mum keep calling u when ur rushing back home..sumore 100 miscalls within a minute
if ur mum stil keep talking about things u dun like when u wanna stay quiet at home..
if ur mum sits outside ur room..watch u make up and question u again..

i realise my life is like a prisoner's life now..
i was being interogated for several times a day...
thou its juz a same question..

y couldnt u juz be more understanding?
i haf so many things to do...
yet im willing to gif myslf to u for a whole day..
for u to question me..but u wont b satisfied..

fear to go home...
u juz dun understand thou i've explained for a thrillion times..

What a Disgusting Human!!

i reli hate sum ppl who is in my circle..
perhaps not now anymore...

i reli dun like ppl who act as bai gar zai or bai gar lui thou he has no money at all..
learn ppl wear branded clothes, use branded stuff..
if u think dat branded stuffs can upgrade ur status, then UR WRONG!!
cz u dun haf attitudes where the REAL high class people have..

dun think dat u stick on rich people and the boss so dat u can get advantage from them..
cz they r juz taking advantages from you..
to them, ur juz a dog who lick their shoe..

dun envy people having sport cars and keep talking about it..
u wan it juz keep quiet and work hard..
rather than juz keep talking i wan a BMW 7 series..and bla bla bla..
but in the end..I DUN HAF MONEY..
and u cant even afford for sumthg u look down upon-- MYVI.

dun tell ppl u bcome a playboy since wat ur 1st gf dump u..
dats not an excuse for u to continue your idiot bloody hell attitude..
u juz wanna learn ur frens and act like wat a rich boy do..

dun tell ppl dat ur innocent..
juz to get ppl pity on u..
sure bad thgs happen to bcz u did sumthg bad before..
u noe its so embarrassing to make ppl pity on u in this way?

to be frank, you haf ntg to compare to all my ex..
DONT EVEN COMPARE!!
you dun haf studies, you dun haf a nice face, you dun haf MONEY!!!
juz always wan ppl to treat u..thou its juz a McD..
u r not qualified to be a playboy..ROFL!

your such a disgusting human being VINCENT LOW!!!!
stay away from my frens n dun disturb others please..
u son of a bitch!

My Sweet Weekdays and Weekends XD

Monday..
ntg much happen..
had dinner wif my superman after oo general meeting..



my sarawawk mee~luvin it^^

Tuesday..
superman went for acting around utar area!!



the making of....?



yea..the 2 alongs..superman is one of them

ok
..jz walked n act for 20 minutes, v got our pay!!! XD
went to sg wang to look for my acting costume..
had dinner at Fridays!! XD







had fun :)
walked around for sumtime and finally i found wat i wan right b4 v were goin bek..
tired like hell..yet i had a great day^^

Wednesday..
had class till 8...sienz betul..
very scared to b in school when the sky is dark..
feels eerie..
n i felt so since i was in primary skul..
had dinner wif my classmates..n superman..
then went pasar malam at connaught again..
im not the one to drive this time..XD

the special thgy!!!! forgot wats dat name ad..


the superman vs pikachu..




its delicous u noe?!

went to ar ar hill..din take pics for dat cz i was not in the mood..
very tired dy..XP
sumore no place to sit..behsong ah..haha
will take it nxt time^^
went home around 1am!!! kena marah by mum...

Thursday..
8am class ar!!! i cant wake up..ish..
around 10 superman came n fetch me for breakfaz then off to college..
i was stil having break time so i went to oldtown n meet up my classmates..


melvin sedang syok sendiri..XD justin oso..



jenki!!!! XD

we're late for class...wow the tutor was so mad..
but our class was too gud until the tutor oso soft hearted..
well..actu i think my class is the best among the 5 groups..
duno how to explain and define the gud thg..
but i can feel it..n its not the first time a tutor say they enjoy teaching our class...naughty yet sweet..XD
n v acted like those primary skul students b4 the tutor left..haha

finish class around 4..
fetched cherng home n attended meeting again..



stage director is presenting..^^

met cherng at nite..
went to dine at ichiban boshi again..
its our first anni..
11th June..the first day v fell in love..
din take pics for dat..cz i was soooo bz eating and its very late ad..
its a farewell actually..
cz ive make up my mind in wat ive confused for a few weeks..

Friday..
went to meet sponsors at nite..
chat for 2 hrs...
thn superman brought me to Island Red for dinner lo...
the food there okok nia..except the tomyam soup! lol..

Saturday..
met up joyee and her bf in pav..
treated them ice cream in MOF..
joyee's gonna fly to UK the nxt day..
im goin to miss her for 3 wks!! T.T



promoting Elle bag~ haha..
around 5 they went for terminator..
me n superman went for drag me to hell..
wow..this horror movie baru scare the shit out of me!!!
i was screaming holy shit in the cinema while watching..omg!!!
superman oso takut ghost one..haha..
as there is a few pop out close up movement..ish..><

DRAG ME TO HELL is nice my friends..
those who love to watch horror..muz gogo c!!
went home after dat..bloody hell tired..

b4 i forget i wanna bring up sum issues..
i reli hate ppl being rude to me!
especially my younger cousins..
i saw my cousin in MOF..she saw me too..she didnt even great me..
sumore stare at me awhile n turn bek her head..
no manners at all..
she's too arrogant..reli feel ashamed to haf such cousin..
thought she was a daughter of dato can dai sai?!
dats not ur money k? dats ur parents one..
dun learn jia hui holding a book n bz study..
ur not dat talented s her.. n ME!! wtf..
dun act cz ur not gud in acting biatch..

Sunday..



HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHENG XIANG GOR GOR~

ur blessed to haf my bestie as ur gf lar~
i think its the best birthday gift from the god to u^^
may all ur dreams come true..
stay happy all the times XD

and pls follow my superman to gym nxt time..
joyee wants u to slim down..hehe XP

1/6-6/6

aih..2nd week of new sem...
bz week oso...

Monday,
boring class...
started to feel frustrated wif OO meetings..
had dinner wif jin yuan..^^
do mask n oi oi..

Tuesday,
class..
eat wif jin yuan..
meet ashie's mum to gif her the tickets..
had deserts wif jin yuan in tim pan gor gor..
had great night..yet tiring..ZZZzzzZZ

Wednesday,
went out wif cherng cherng...
he accompanied me almost the whole day..
left the few college hours..lol..
ponteng all the lectures class n went to pav again!



in MOF jsc outlet..



our dinner~ tiramisu, macha n black sesame ice cream
nice one!^^

went for movie..
watched I Corrupted All Cops..
damn meaningful movie..seriously..

fetch cherng back to metroview..
he was so tired n fell aslp..
i was crying when i drove..
he hold my hand so tightly when i was driving...
went home earlier..had better rest after dat..

Thursday,
went to kepong wif jin yuan..
wanna watch terminator one..
but too bad the time is not rite..
had dinner at the chicken rice shop, walk around n went home..
sumthg bad happened during the midnite..(my close frens shd noe dat)
jin yuan go steal his kawan punya motor and drive to my house..
help me in everyway he could help me..
n i reli couldnt expect wat had came out from his mouth! lols...
damn touched..
it was 5am..vr still msging each other..
till 7 am..
my hp was spoilt..thanks to my mum..wtf..

Friday,
went to buy a new hp..C510!!!
ulala~ damn happy one^^
had classes..
then went pav wif jin yuan again..==
had dinner at MOF..



its abit blur...

went shopping awhile..
bought a green tops for him in topman..
as present to thank him for 4th June incident..
watched terminator..
erm..okok oni la dat movie..
i've forgotten the previous episodes..
so dun reli understand at first..ish >.<
went home after dat..tired like hell

Saturday--> THE MOST IMPORTANT DAY!! XD
attended andrew's birthday bash in his church...



had games..
listen to his singing..
enjoy the food there^^



me n jin yuan in the church~

bought stationeries..
n do big big big cardboards for ashies group..
THEY ARE HAVIN THE GRAND FINALE TONITE!!! XD

arrive stadium negara..n waited for sumtime..
gather my buddies..
meet up ash's mum..
distribute tickets..
ordered mcd..buy water..so many thgs to busy..



jin yuan n MOI..in the green tops..hehe



hui bee~ hardly can take pic wif u..blek

the finals started...



wow~ Friendz did a great job man!!!!
those who did not watch the program..
pls log in to www.8tv.com.my and watch the repeat program!!!!
its reli very very nice^^



ASHHHH!!! so we're here for u!!!!
gif u fully support!! mwahxxx...



v used green eyeliner to write FRIENDZ on our face!! XP



the hot milk~



the lolipop~ omg..i love wang zi^^

i was kinda worried at first..
cz i noe YT has great bunch of fans..
very scared dat they will snatch away the champ..
sumore their marks is very bery near to Friendz..
but in the end FRIENDZ won!!! huhu...



Friendz Friendz Friendz..all of us raise the green flags!! wuhoohoo!!

i feel proud for ash..
seriously im very proud of u baby^^
finally u can make ur dreams come true...
u haf never dissapointed me..
for how much i support u..in everyway..
money, time, energy..s im ur best best buddy^^
since u haf choose this path, u muz do ur best..
u haf great bunch of fans..n im oways ur num1 fans..
if i haf the chance to step into the media field...
i will b ur manager! haha...
remember wat v said last time?
u were the star and im ur manager..hahaz..
add oil ba ash...there is unlimited wishes from me to u^^

fetch eve1 back home..
n collaspe on my bed around 2am...
tired like hell ah..

Sunday,
went petaling street wif jin yuan for breakfaz..
suppose to go brickfields but the restaurant was closed..T.T
walk around the whole street..
it was like the pirated pavilion..hahas..
went home after dat n rest gau gau...

dats all for my whole week..
gotta call sponsors again..chaos..

Random

the flow of my emotions are so damn huge for this whole week..
im happy, xing fu...
yet im upset...

apart of me is heading towards the days of happiness..
as i found sumone who appreciates me even more than i expect..
who let me noe wats the definition of secure..
and time commitment..

another part of me is gradually leaving the one i love..
i realise my feels for him started to fade..
i use to care about him thou how bz i m..
i will oways curi curi text him
care for how much time he spent for his frens, dota
n scold if he cant balance his time..

but now..
i wont gif a damn anymore..
sumore gif reasons telling him im bz bt actually im not reli bz
to avoid myslf from meeting him..
cz i noe once i c him i will cry..

i remember i make 3 wishes when i saw a commet in redang..
1) cherng will be healthy all the times
2) cherng will be happy all the times
3) cherng n i will live happily ever after

but seems like the commet is lying to me..
they wont help me in my wishes..
they think dat its time for me to let go..

its almost a year i love and miss sumone so badly..
to be frank i feel very very very bery keberatan to leave..
s v've been thru so many ups n downs..
so many loving moments, argues..war in a year..

feel very complicated nw..

1st week of College Reopening~

ppl use to know wat i used to do during the first week of college
---> PONTENG!! XD

monday, went to service my car..
then drove to college to meet up OO advisor, attended general meeting n bla bla.
went for secret recipe wif xian xian..
my whole day meal..oni meal==
the food reli sucks..
i realised dat i changed to another person..perhaps into a higher taste one? lol
last time i always think dat whoa secret recipe wor~ very gud thg..
but now..its ntg to me actually..y ah??
ntg special happened actually..
but yet i was sooooo busy omg..
tricked cherng..using another num...
act as another new chic to flirt wif him..juz to test him..
yea he reli flirt wif ME..
i asked him wether he got gf..
n the most dissapointed n heartbroken thg was..
he replied NO..U WANT TO BE MINE?
i scolded him again..he sumore answer flirt ntg 1 ma..
i was so speechless..
cry n cry..n aslpt
heartbroken..

tuesday,
went shopping wif xian xian..
looking for dress for the photoshoot..
yea pampered myslf wif clothes again..
went to MOF for lunch lor~



attend piano lesson and met up sponsors..
v talked n talked till very late..11.30pm?
thou its the first time v reli sit down n discus bout thgs..
but v can juz paste out butt on the chair for erm 4 hours?!
now i oni noe he was a bro of my ex classmate when i was in high school..
so..thgs were much more easier..hahaz..
talk about our life..
im glad to meet up this boss..he is a very nice guy n treated me drinks..

wednesday,
cherng came to my house..
play around..went for domino's again! ulala~



hang out till evening..
met up xian, yan xin and shao wen..
drift to taman connaught pasar malam..
s v heard dat ashie's gonna appear there..
all of us wore green shirt..
to support friendz lo XD
but in the end, v failed to c them right there..T.T
so 3 of us jalan jalan cari makan lo..
bought snoopy pillows for my car..
yea my car got pampered this time! haha..
but the next half an hour..
when i was on my way back home, suddenly a sohai motor go n bang my bumper..wtf..
then he ran away...
curse him to b bang by another car! wtf...
then i juz stop at one place.waiting for yan xin's bf to hlp us..
when vr about to meet up..suddenly another accident happen at the same spot again..
wat a horrible place it is..
yea kai xuan arrive, hlp me to remove my clips..juz in case the back thg haf friction wif the tyre..
bloody hell motorist...all brainless idiots..
u noe y they dun haf car?
its bcz they nvr use brain to earn money..so they juz can use motor for the rest of their life..
ok..finish my scolding..
kai xuan was so worried bout us..so he followed us back to setapak..
then drift back to cheras again..so gud guy huh..
i was so scared when i bang my car..
told cherng..but he didnt call up or concern about anythg..
s he was busy playing dota..
deep down inside..its reli a shame on me to haf such bf..
but wat can i say..
thou i scolded him..but he still think dat game comes first..
fine..i juz can hide it up..n go do my things, aslpt..

thursday,
here comes the oo night photoshoot day!!!XD
i was so busy staying at the studio to guide the comittees..
will post the pics up soon..
got a few nice pics bout me :)
snips did a great job wif the hairdo n make up..
thank you very much..
suddenly i felt very happy n proud of myslf dat i can handle sponsorships without assistants...
wow~ alicia..hahaz..





did u realise 2008 version's alicia is back? LOL!XD

gao dim our stuffs...went for lunch wif jun, samson and michael..


me and michael from pr..



adoi! juz a small distance oso nid to use the phone to talk meh? xp

went club wif them in Euphoria..
i did the driving n gues wat?
v were omost late so i dirft..
n i reli arrived sunway within 20 minutes again!! XD
the guys scrambled to get the free cop and the gals go find parking..
yea..so in the end v were not late!^^
met up ryan and new gal from DML1, ling ling, qian, melvyn..
yea had chivas, tiger..drink and dance...
omg..ladies night songs are not as good as wat DJ Milkshake presented..i think la..
all trans music nia..==
abit xien..
i was so crazy in dancing..sexy movements..go shock ryan and michael..
haha...
ryan got seduced abit la..so he danced wif me awhile while..
then duno y suddenly y eveone left the danceflr..
oni me n michael kept dancing together..
lol..i was so in love wif him dat time..
dun ask me wat happened dat night pls..
i will tell u guys individually..XP
went for drinks to cool down ourselves b4 leaving..
then fetch the buddies back to hostel lo..wow~
i had a great fun..wif michael..
i think..its time for me to gif myslf a chance to look for a better man..
as im very upset deep down inside..
till nobody knows i was crying n heart bleeding..

Friday,



woke up late..lol..i was pig..
met up michael..
then v went to OU..
for casting of a movie..
met samson there..
i act as a drug addicted gal..n those clubber..(suit me! XP)
samson acted as a retired dai lou and michael act as a playboy..
hope dat 3 of us succeed in the casting lo..haha..
samson went to met his buddies in OU..
left me n mic..
v decided to watch terminator..
but my mum kept asking me to go home..swt..
miss a chance to date mic jor lo!!! T.T
so v juz had dinner at carls junior~
chat and drift bek to setapak..
lol..this funi guy ah..
say it so loudly dat he want to chase after me..
"an shuang" deep down inside..bluek..
went home n sleep..

Saturday,
working day..had great moments wif my colleagues..
its the last day for calvin n his gf..
sad case..T.T
parent came to my woking place n v had dinner together lo..
love them muchie^^

Sunday,
Michael came to visit me during my break time..
sumore bought me cheesecake as he knew i love it..^^
had dinner in my working place again..
chat..n reli made use of my 2 hrs break..
then he went home..i continue bz wif my work..
damn enjoy..

chat alot wif mic these few days..
n realise v r in the same channel..
plan to marry when vr 25, go pursue degree in UK..
work there n get PR there..
both of us got 10 A's in spm..
but of course his result is better than mine lo!!!T.T
he got 8A1 me oni 6..==
and this sem his gp 4.0!!!! omg...
me juz 3.75 nia..T.T

i think i've started to fall for another guy..
m i bad to do it?
or i shd do it since long time ago?
but as i said: Everyone deserves a chance..
so...juz let it be ba..
i wont be stupid anymore..