Dreams Come True??

wow i was so busy for the whole week..
studying for mid term and attend meetings, goin out for movie wif mum n sumone all of u couldnt expect..

i've watch marley n me, the international..n the movie i wanted to watch so much..
which is slumdog millionaire..finally i can watch it..!!!!! ^o^

n gues wat? baby daddy contacted me..we coupled again..
maybe u guys will think dat im stupid..
but..actually i nvr say out before how i felt for him in this 3 months..

since the day he left...
i was upset..i reli fell from the sky...
he was the guy i love so much...in this 3 months i was still thinking of him..
especially during midnights..when i listen to some sad songs..
n i will cry..
thou i stop myslf from doing so, but..i realised i will find alot of reasons to allow myslf to think of him..think back of our memories..
since dat day baby ashie told me he shoot ashie in his frenster profile..
i knew dat sumthings is different dy..
during wednesday, i realised he sent me afew msgs..looking for me..
ok..so v talked..n went for movie..dating?lol
i was soo happy when he hug me in the cinema telling me how much he missed me for this 3 months..until i cried..
this is the first time i cried bcz of feeling too happy..
i've been waiting for this day silently long time ago..
baby daddy is the guy i reli reli love...
can say the first guy i reli use 100% of my heart to love him..
n i've decided to forgive him n give him a chance since long time ago..

cherng cherng, i love u..
i reli do..
hope v learn a lesson in this 3 months..
n appreciate each other more n more..
be happy like wat we used to be..
but i dun wan u to lie to me anymore..
cuz i cant stand the dissapointed feeling of being cheated by u..
pls dun do it anymore kay??

i love u..
i love u..
n..



i love u!!!!!!!
cherng cherng i love u so much!!!!
muacksss+hugs

I Know...I've knew it from the start!!!

since alicia starts crawling...
she had met so many circumstances no matter in her family and also outside there..
the way she grew up was full with obstacles..
homeworks, trainings, being insult by frens, collaspe, being left by the one she loves...alot lot la...kena rotan by teacher bcz still owe 2 marks to get 80 for my chinese..maths...competing wif relatives, cousins, n classmates..
this few days after i ran away and came back home..
i reli thought a lot...
things seemed hard to me all the time...
maybe bcz the god knows im a tough person n able to handle everything alone..
thats y He arranged this kinda plot for my life...
I know I will be able to handle everything by myslf..
no matter how bad the thing was..
I know I can do it...
Thats y people seldom see me cry gao gao..n i wont show it out so easily as well.

nowadays will b busy looking for sponsors..
being a business director for such big event is reli a gud chance for me to learn more..n conquer my life...
I know i will do things well..cuz i know i will..
Hope dat i can forget every sad moments i've been through...
n juz do wat i supposed to do...bcz dats my responsibilty of being a slave for the god..

Alicia..u will nvr fall..even if u do..u oso wont collaspe..
nobody can see wats inside u under the mask ur wearing now..

Alicia alicia...haiz...

lets talk something bout thurs..
actu ntg special happen at all..juz follow my frens to MU haf McD...
wanted to watch marley n me for so long but no ppl acc me..T____T

fri went to redbox wif derek, yogurt, louis and tarzan..
wanna practise for astro talent quest..
but duno y i cant reli sing dat day...
the voice cant 100% come out from my mouth..zz( geraldine..y ar?)
then it was about to rain, v hid in pavilion n had sum windows shopping...
got so interested with the photoshooting corner on the 3rd floor..omg..
it was organised by Apple..



while yogurt was posting..lol..
n this is my photo..zz



among all yogurt one is the best lo!!! XD
went to buy lingerie as well..




after dat juz walk around n wait for kc's mum n aunt to walk to pav..
they juz came from sarawak..wow..his mum soooooo...young wer!!!!!!
i bet i wont b lik dat when i m 40 ad..T___T
drove them to 6 happiness for dinner...
n my mum want me to go home..ok lo..
but dinner for her n go home lo..
then start to argue wif her..n she use the broom to hit me ad..
actu my left eye kept jumping b4 i go home..(means sumthg bad will happen)
i told yogurt ad..then it reli happen..
haiz..my mum said wanna sell my car away,dun allow me to on9, sms..
cuz she thinks dat my frens taught me bad things..
i ranaway from the house..i reli did..
when my dad was asleep n my mum was bathing..
i ran to mae's house n slpt for 2 nites..

1st day of running out:
joyee pick me from mae's house cuz mae is goin out..
she treat me chicken rice..
then juz go to her house n study..on9..
in the evening, i drove to 1u n meet up ash...
actu wanna go movie..but he was late..==
so juz had dinner at theobroma and wong kok..
and camwhored at padini concept store..






haha..damn funi one la..
fetch him to his hostel for briefing then went bek to kepong to meet his mum...
lol..his mum so nice...n frenly..so kind and supportive..unlike mine..
i go for competition she oso hope dat i will lose gao gao one..
after dat we went to tim pan gor gor for desserts..n he bought so many for his xjnh members nerh!!!!



he was so shocked when he saw sumthg in my lappie..gues wat? xoxo..
around 12 i drove him bek to hostel n went back to mae's house..
slpt...

2nd day of running out:
went to granny's house..teach my cousins as usual..
i expect my parents will appear as well but they didnt..
i duno y..
after dat i went to joyee's house..talk talk talk..
then study abit bit n fell asleep..
both of us had naps for 3 hrs!!!!!!
n i had "evening mare"..about my mum..dreamt dat she bcame zombie n kill me..
could u imagine how stress i was?
had dinner after that..
n i decided to go home..im chilled..
not reli la actually..haiz..
b4 going home..



joyee hlped me to apply this on my wound...
feel so touched la..n glad to haf such frens..

actually im very scared to go home..cuz joyee talked to my mum on saturday nite..
n seems like dat bitch still make so many assumptions...
n still duno the appropriate way to respects people's privacy..
i was like..speechless..n helpless..
joyee's dad accompany me back as well..but he juz wait at downstairs la..
my mum didnt talk to me..but she did talk things to attack me indirectly when she was talking to joyee..
talking about my relationship thing again..
naive old woman..wat a bitch..
but i think its better than she keep making noise pollution at home..

my home is not like a home now...
im very afraid to stay at home nowadays..
i feel so helpless..
my mum always think dat i love to hang out..or watever..
but she didnt noe the truth..thou i explain to her decades ago..
n im reli very fed up of it..
sumore im juz the oni child...everythg i gotta defend by my own..
n my dad..haiz..dun talk bout him ad..
im reli tired..
duno when i will collaspe n commit suiside..
everythg was a grey to me..
ousiders maybe will think dat its my attitude problem..
but ppl who noe me well shd noe..how susah im..
n even once my ex told me: ur oways upset de la..wat so surprise n special about it?
i will nvr forget wat he told me..so depress la..
how m i supposed to clean up this mess?

Please Do Me a Favour..

if u cant c alicia in this few days,
report to the police n show them these pics..
alicia was locked at home and maybe her phone n lappie will b confiscate..
car as well..
so she might not be able to contact with u guys..
those who knew the real reason please say the truth..





thank u alot...
alicia is in a great trouble now..
n bcz of dat old woman she cant go astro talent quest ad..
im sry buddies to ffk to u guys..

Thoughts For the Day..

Tuesday i went to joyee's house again..
cuz i had no place to go n i dun wanna go back home...
so had lunch wif joyee, her baby n her sis...



this is joyee's baby and sister lar~~~~~like a family..^^



i was so happy to haf lunch wif them..
cuz i can c how happy was joyee...living wif her bf now...
reli..i cen feel the xin fu inside them and feel glad for them..
then i thought back about myslf...
haiz...sumtimes i really pity myslf...cuz i nvr meet a real real gud guy who reli reli reli reli reli sincere n care for me...
i felt like crying actually dat day but i didnt..cuz i dun wanna spoil their laughter...
even thou the sky was so sunny but to me everything was in grey...
i realise myslf so unlucky n useless...but wat can i do?
luckily there's sweet stuff such as ice cream cake n chocs joyee's dad brought back from UK..
they can reli cheer me a lil bit bit..

then juz play around wif her piano...omg..my fingers were rusted...
ive forgot most of the pieces i played b4...im old...zz
thn juz lay on her cushion n start singing...
sing those sentimental songs i sang b4..
when i was frm4 and 5 i used to be joyee's radio..haha..
in the end..joyee n her bf fell asleep bcuz of my SWEET voice..==



so sweet!!!! i wish dat i can slp like dat wif my beloved too...T_____T
reli thinking alot about my past when i captured this picture..
my heart was soo sour...
i was so emo...emo till fall asleep..haha..

till 4 sumthg they went out to fetch zx's bro go tuition..
then i continue my slp...till they study..i became disturbia..
n keep recording and kacau them..haha...

it was fun to talk to yee n bf...
i reli enjoy alot..
without them i reli duno how my day's gonna be..

till 6 sumthg i went home n fetch mum out for dinner..
tired...
mentally, physically..n my spirit...was gone...

Finally it ends on monday..

i woke up at 6.30am today..bath n study b4 goin to the exam venue..
i was sooooo scared cuz i reli din study at all lar!!!! wtf...
mum follow me to the venue too..
i sat in the room for 3 hrs..busying answering all the questions..
i was the last one who left the exam hall.sighs..
the questions were okok la..haiz..hope i can pass it..
so dat i dun nid to repeat this bloody hell subject again..==

went to oldtown wif mum after dat for lunch..then went to college for mass media class..
ntg special..
lol..when i was hlping ms chitra to move her stuffs to another office, i accidentally kicked vincent's nike shoe..T___T
he placed it outside the lab..lol..

after fetching derek bek to prima i went jusco wif mum..
bought some gal stuff..hehe...
n juz walk around lo..
bought sumthg from snj..



i bought this for my mum..noe y?
cz she felt in love wif this lil cute thg!!!
once she place the monkey back to the shelf,
she terus left the shop n burst into tears!!!!omg!!!!!
this was my very first time to c my mum being so CUTE!!!!!!!!!!
ok la..once in a blue moon..n since they got jodoh...
juz get this toy for her luur~
she was soo happy n kept hugging it when vr on the way back home!!!
my mum....LOL



bought this too cz i nid it in my room..cuz i was like having leukimia!!!!
hair were everywhere on the floor!!!! n i use alot of facial cotton one..gals..==

after dat v had dinner..bak kut teh at my house area..
damn nice one la..even thou it lose to the klang one la..haha..
after dat v gone home n rest...

everythg ended..exams..music theory..and also relationship as well..
im sry i juz hate ppl lie to me..even thou its for my own gud or watever reason..
i juz dun like it..i say ad..
once u lie u will die..

lol..the end of all my stress...
finish stressing le!!!
now i can concentrate play my piano, do my assignment n hang out as usual..
like wat i used to..hehe^^

The Rat & The Cat

Haf u guys ever received a forwarded msg about a rat n a cat?
Let me repeat the story again ba..

one day the rat confess to the cat, saying how much it loves the cat...
but the cat chase the rat away n rejected it in a very very mean way...
in the end..the rat was soo sad..n left..
actually the rat didnt noe dat the cat was crying soo badly too when the rat reli walked away..

do u understand wat m i talkin about?
i was the cat...

The 1st Round of UPG..

lol..its the first day of the competition lar!!!!!
so anticipating to c my baby ashieee again!! yuhoo!!!
i was so busy studying theory again so dat i can go out at nite..
in the evening i was sooo busy drawing stars again..==
to do the star wands..
after preparing i drove to kl sentral n gather wif my choir gang..
6 ppl inside a kenari..sumore go to shah alam...

while on the way,




this is szee ling la..she taught me accounts when i was frm5..in the end i got a1 la!!!thx alot!! muacksss^^

so jam..takes 1 1/2 to arrive shah alam from sentral!!!! omg!!!
luckily v arrived on time..yea..
n v sat juz bhind the judges..where ppl can c us from the tv!!!!
haha..szee ling cepat cepat go conceal her face..adoi!!! XD






hehe..camwhoring while waiting for the show to start..



big big banner..lol..done by vic's supporter..i luv xinjinanhai!!! wakaka~





guess who were the judges??? lolx..

ok..8.30pm the show started..omg..eve1 can c my ugly face in the tv jor..haha..
sing sing sing..comment comment comment..
lol..xinjinanhai is the 3rd grp to perform la..
wow..they were reli same like dbsk..omg..haha..
ash got gud comments for his singing skills wor~ damn happy for him one..
but still nid to improve lo..i mean the overall performance la..
same too to the others grp as well..
i think they r kinda nervous..as it was their very first time to appear in the tv..
none of them pass the rate given by the judges..
so eve1 gotta sms to hlp the grp they r supporting..
in the end watever was kicked...
actually i hope 3 o clock will b kicked..cuz watever is more potential than this grp in comparison..i think la..
even thou they can dance..but their singing is not dat gud lo..
dats the end of watever..the members were crying..
n it was the first time i saw my babyy crying on the stage...
thou v had known each other for years..
i can feel how heartbroken it was to c his own fren leaving them..
10.30pm the show ended..
v waited outside n ash appeared..xoxo..



its me n my babie ashie la!!! ^o^
once he came out from the studio v terus hug gao gao ad..haha..
congratz babe u reli done a great job!! muacksss...



szee ling n ashieee^^



xian xian n ashiee..^^

haiz..too bad v dun haf so much time..
ash gotta go bek n v went bek too..
by the time i arrive home oso 12 sumthg ad..so late..
i was thinking n worrying of my theory exams for the 2nd day..cuz i reli din study lo..
even thou i say i study study study..
but i was building castle in the air when the book is front of me..==

ashie..u muz add oil k? xinjinanhai eve1 muz add oil..!
i kena marah by mum bcz of u guys in the evening b4 goin out nerh!!!
scold till i cry le..
hope dat u guys dun make me dissapointed..n all the best to u all..
i noe u guys can do it!!!!

Xinji Xinji Jia You Xinji!!!!!!!

Busy Saturday...

the whole day i was so buzy making phonecalls, searching on9...
to find supporters n go shah alam wif me on sunday..
sumore nid to study the bloody hell theory as i m goin to take the exam on monday morning..
during nite time, me n mum went to ichiban boshi again..==
cuz my mum luv japanese food alot!!! mee tooo!!!! o yea!!! ^o^
after dat v juz walk around for awhile bcuz it was too late..
i bought a red basic again from pull n bear..xoxo..
it was raining so v had tea b4 leaving pavilion..
sumore i threat de ler!!!!
theobroma chocolate lounge..here v go!!!



the sweet heart belgian chocolate caramel drink..nice one!!!^^



the green tea my mum had..nice like hell omg!!!!!!

v were enjoying tea..talk bout boyfrens n our past..lol
chilled for being busy the whole day..
talk till 11 then juz gone home when the rain stopped...
dats all for my saturday..

Please Support XinJiNanHai Lar!!!! XD

Xin ji Xin ji Jia You Xin ji!!!!

well..so this is the xin ji nan hai group in ultimate group talent show organized in 8tv lar~~~

last sunday there was a roadshow for the ultimate group in sg wang..
im ash's bestie sure muz go n support him n burn his competing spirit de lo!!!! XD

v went in a gang..me, evil, tarzan, derek, kc, zi xian, josh, yogurt, chung sing,samson, wei chuan, bee, yong xin, joyee, yen, zx,wayne, william, audrey...

bought a bouquet od daisies for xin ji nan hai lo..n made so many star wands n a bog cardboard for them..



tadaa!!!! the cardboard i made..its not dat very nice la..but i reli use my whole heart to do it..until 2.30am!!! T.T




n the flowers+ star wand i prepared for those who attended the roadshow..

b4 the roadshow started, i met up wif vic( another xin ji nan hai member..)'s supporter to get a banner..

the roadshow started..ash n grp came out..we were like so radical!!! haha..
those who can scream they scream those who cant kept busy blowing the whistle so loudly..ash smiled!!! this is wat i wanted to c so muchieeee!!!! XD

then when the host, gary was introducing xin ji nan hai v were oso kept screaming wif very high frequent..

when they dance, v screamed following the song's beat...waving the cardboards n banners..gif fully support to them lar~

too bad time flies..v din reli haf the chance to take photos wif them..



from audrey's cam...duno y so blur..ish..damn dissapointed..haiz..



support xinjinanhai!!! yeah!!!!



i stand until my legs were soooo pain..T___T but its worth la..^^

after the roadshow v went for dinner at sushi station..i was starving cuz for the whole day i was so busy reply phonecalls, buy flowers, take pictures..stressed till no mood to eat..wtf...



ok..im hungry..T___T

ash..r u happy wif it??? hope dat wat i've done helped u in ur competition..
i will oways support u..n ur frens..^^
remember to treat me when ur free..haha..wif whole gang of xinjinanhai k??
muackssss...v love u muchie!!!! ^^

PEOPLE WHO CANT GO SHAH ALAM THIS SUNDAY..PLEASE WATCH ULTIMATE GROUP AT 8TV THIS SUNDAY 8.30PM AND STAY TUNED...DO WATCH THE RESULT SHOW AS WELL IF THERE IS ANY..
DONT HESITATE TO SMS IF THEY FAILED TO REACH THE TARGET...NO MONEY JUZ TELL ME..I SPONSOR U..(**terms and conditions applied**)

Xinji Xinji Jia You Xinji!!!!!

PIctures of the Week...

so busy lately..alot of things to do..
n so many outings when im free...

Last wednesday..



i took this picture..vr heading to pavilion using the funi mini shuttle..



me, evil n sean!!!! in the shuttle..

last friday morning after finished the mass media lecture,went to danau oldtown for breakfast wif a bunch of DBC coursemates..



me, derek n mr.debu..3 grays..hehe

in the evening..i went to joyee's house and sing, talk with her beloved baby zx..



awww...so shy..^o^

tis tuesday..



meet up joyee..n camwhored awhile..kekex..
2nd sem result was out..1a, 3a- n 2bs..cgp 3.6 sumthg?
wtf...i dropped abit..
due to my laziness..luckily my mum didnt shoot me..
gotta work harder for this sem..2 subjects oni..muz strike a's ar!!!!
if not hard to maintain full sscholar ad..

wednesday..had ichiban boshi s brunch wif vincent..bought myslf pull n bear tops..
RM39.90 nia!!! lol..no pictures for dat..XP

in the evening i fetch vincent back home cuz he was not feeling well..
went to his house to visit the toilet..lolx..
his hamsters r sooo thin...mine were like pigs..oink oink..
n his sister kept laughing at us..
i was so scared when i stepped into his house n talk to his mum..gosh!!!

thursday..life as usual..had pizza in pizzahut wif vincent..
then prepare n rush bek to college for translation class..

friday..went pav again..==
ichiban boshi again..==
then juz walk around till 3.30pm..fetch vincent to college n keep sleeping at home..
din study music theory at all..omg!!! im dead!

ok..dats all for this week n last week..toodles~

Feel So Helpless Now...

Im so worry now...

I got exams on this cuming monday..but i was still like not in the study mood!!!
i reli hate music theory la..reli a f***ing burdern to me..

My frens relationship is not stable so i gotta help n feel worry for them too..
at the same time i haf my own relationship problems too..==

While for ash..i feel myslf so useless...
im his bestie...but i cant go to support him on the first round competition..
which is one of the important..the starting of the competing spirit..
I reli duno how...its reli a burdern dat i couldnt find more than 10 supporters to follow me to shah alam n scream...

I reli feel like crying now...

No one can help me..in any of my problems..

7th March 2009

Happy Birthday Mr.Ng!!!!
You are 52 this year..
muackss muacksss...

Thx for earning money to raise me up and let me burn them without considering so much!!!

I LOVE U

I promise u, i will study hard, earn lots of money n b a useful human being to repay u..

muackssss!!! ^^

If..

I was wondering for these few days..

If I was not dat naive, will i get cheated again n again?

If I was a coward, will i still encourage myslf to gif myslf another chance to expose outside there even though there is no more trust towards guys?

Even though sum ppl may say i cant live without man..say im a bitch, playgal n watever..

If I was rational, will i still be so unhappy deep down inside?

If I walk away, will u realise how important m i to u?
n oni decide to change ur mind n ur attitude?

If I walk away, will there still be better guys await me? sumone who is so timid, cool, dun care of my past, patient towards my hot temper, gentleman like u?

If I walk away, will i regret?

If I never knew you, hows my life going now?

u noe? i reli dun wish to b like dat..i reli dont..i noe im reli bad to say sumthg bad n make u cry..
but i nid to protect myslf..i dun wan the same thgs happen to me again like my past...
i hope u understand..

hope dat u n me reli learnt a lesson..dat v cant take things for granted sumtimes..v haf to be responsible...cant be greedy..v can only choose one..ONE!!!!!

the last time i will still say the same thing to u..
i love u..
before it fades...

Juz A Piece of Shit !!! ><

people seems like dun reli noe me well..
let me say out here...

the most important facts to avoid arguements with me are:

1) dun oways say sorry but do nothing..Im fed up of this word SORRY

2)dun oways compare but no actions at all..i think actions will be more realistic..

3)dun say u love me if u have done ntg for me...

4) dun ever repeat the same mistake if i gave u disaster warning

5)never hide things from me or else u will b in dead meat..

6)dun b chicken n hide from the reality...

7)dun ffk or let me wait for too long..im not dat patient..

8)be responsible for wat u haf done

9)dun do silly thgs for silly reasons..

10)do not betray me..

i think dats all..
tired now..got 8am lecture tomolo..
anticiaptes tomolo...cuz i can meet josh n go watch eden lake together!!!
finally i found sumone who can watch horror movie wif me!!! XD

gd nite peeps..

The Starting of New Sem..

lol..new sem le~~~~

damn happy to go back to college..cuz i can c my lovely frens lo!!!! XD

Day1..ponteng sekolah!!!

i went to pavilion wif vincent..

had our brunch at pastamania..the food was okok oni..fridays pasta is much more better lo!

after dat we had some desserts at the australia choc shop..

strawberry waffle wif vanilla top lar!!! ^^

watched Love Matters after dat..

the setting of the movie was average la..

the ending was abit cincai boncai la..but there is damn banyak moral value de lo..

reveals how ham sup how irresponsible guys are..

haha..the wife was right : must we make love after we get married?

n i saw some of my frens from choir gang being klefer in dat movie nerh!!! omg!!

overall the movie was ok la..70/100 as well..

after dat juz went home cuz vincent nid to attend dancing lesson..

Day 2..there was no class at all..

i went to mid valley wif babiee again..

wanted to watch the curious case of benjamin button so much..cuz so many ppl saying dat its nice!!!

watch vincent playing wangan for sumtime..if not mistaken its 45 minutes..

then had carls junior as brunch n off to the cinema la..

wow the movie was so damn nice le..beautiful settings n special storyboard..

the life he had wif his beloved in the duplex was wat im waiting for in UK nerh!!!!

not pub life, clubbing life..shopping..

juz spend time staying at home wif my boyfren...

cook wif him, paint the house wif him,sing n dance wif him, watch tv progs wif him, being naughty wif him..alot lot la..reli anticipates dat day...

the bodyline of the dancers were sooooo awesome!!!

n sumore brad pitt was ssooooooooooooo lengzai omg!!! i love u so much!!! wtf..

i burst into the tears when it almost come to the end of the movie..

watching how benjamin bcome a kid..n into a baby..

the feelings were so complicated dat time..

rate it 89/100!!!!

watch it people pls!!!! who hvnt watch, 55 go watch..reli worth it..to sit in the dark box for 3 hrs..n watch the beautiful shots n movements..

fetch vincent back to USJ coz its was so late ad..

n got stuck in the jam for 2 1/2 hrs from usj back to LBR Mahameru..omg!!!!

i juz had those lembik criss cut fries as dinner..and couldnt attend my piano lesson..aiksss..

mama, thx for acc me even thou ur so tired n feel sick sumore..

i noe ur attempting so hard to create our own memories..i reli can feel it..

n feel so touched when u carry me in the carpark when there was flood...

thou im s heavy s an elephant..==

dun compare urslf wif my previous ex k?? im happy wif u too..

as long as u reli use ur heart to love me..everythg will be fine..

dun lie to me..u noe the consequences of letting me finding the truth out myslf rite?

hearts u load load!!!! muackssss...

Day 3: Movie Day again..==

attended translation lecture..then v had brunch at tbr..talk cock awhile n set off to pavilion..wanna watch movie lar~~~~

first time choon mei n sean sit in my car..my driving is not dat horrible one rite?

haha..im steady de lo!!!! XD

v oso sat on the mini shuttle car from the carpark to pavilion..damn nice lo!!!!

like sitting those mini cute cute roller coasters..

oni me, samson n justin watched burn after reading..

others went off to watch love matters..

burn after reading was another suck movie as well...

dun reli understand wat they r talking about..or maybe im too dumb enough..

me n samson watched till half asleep..haha..

rate it 65/100..better than the spirit la at least..haha..

after dat v get sum drinks at gasoline..planning for the redang trip during this sem break..

(juz started new sem n now talking bout sem break again..==)

left n gone home around 5..damn enjoying..^^

okok...dats all from monday till wednesday..wanna bath now n had my lunch wif baby derek, kui cheng n yogurt at pizza hut later..^^

A Special Gift..

I bought this toy bread when i was walking around Gardens..

cuz i found it special n i can write sumthg on it ler!!!

the bread as clear at first when i gave it to vincent..

then i brought along marker pen..n start to write..

found it damn boring without colours..

so i juz use my eyeshadow to colour the bread up..^^

vincent was eating pasta in Pastamania dat time..

dunno how he feels when he sees his dumb dumb gf drawing n write like a kid on the bread..zz

sumore being so noisy there..>,<

babiee hope this bread will brighten ur day up when im not wif u..

hope dat u like it!!!

Burning Money Weekends..

went to redbox gardens wif mum on saturday..

nid to perform n my mum is the oni guest..==

juz keep on singing for 3 hrs non stop ler!!! omg!!!

i was so retard after singing u noe?!

toilet is oways the best place to take photos.. XP

then juz walk around gardens and bought some skirts..
had dinner then continue hang kai again...
there was a honda city fair at the center court, so juz went there n kepoh kepoh..
i was looking at pretty show girls while my mum was talkin to the salesman..
hmm..the interior design of the new city is not bad one de lo.. the cushion seat is oso damn
comfortable one de lo..
mum said wanna change myvi to new city when im studying advanced dip wor~
listen first lo..hehe..
then v continue walk around n i bought a coat, n dresses again..
.oh!!! n also a nail polisher..

like raincoat..haha

guess how much they cost?

ok dats all for saturday..

went to sg wang again wif mum on the next day..to find some t shirt..

hard to find la!!! ish><

juz bought 2 oni..one cost 80 and another one cost 30++

burn money burn burn burn..haha..

din take photos for the shirt..coz ive forgotten n my mum washed it ad..

haiz..reli a bai ga lui..

27/2 Meeting Joyee n New Boyfriend ^^

so this is my buddy joyee..who i'd known for erm...16 years!!!!!
old le..==
v were gud frens since primary school...then besties during secondary school!!!
especially when i transfer from independent high skul to smk when i was frm4..
v studied in the same class n she juz sat bside me for 2 yrs ler..
seeing each other laugh, cry..bu shuang..scold..haha...
been thru so many ups n downs..n sing together, go competition together..curi makan during class..
give each other advices, cheer each other up when anyone of us get down..
talk and think the same thing on the same time..
listen to mp4 together while studying..drawing..reli had fun wif u la my dear!!! ^o^
till now..even though v "separate" apart le..(she is in spus, im in ssh..)
but tis kinda fren is reli for life..vr stil bestie n talk non stop even though v meet less...
i love u joyee..ur oways my best best sister..

who is soooo patient to tolerate wif my bull hot temper..understand me so well..

took this during graduation day..but vr still bz studying for spm..oni 2 of us studying..==

okok...enuf for the introduction of my joyee mui mui..
back to the meeting new bf session..lol

so shy la both of them..omg!!! XD

the better picture without noticed by both of them..
so this is joyee's new boyfren Zheng Xiang lar~
100% banana man..so tall...
cute guy thou^^ n friendly..
pass pass pass!!!! get A sumore for this guy lar~~~
both of us keep teasing joyee!! muahahaha...
v gathered at oldtown...n sticked out butts on the chair from 4pm till 7 sumthg...
talk talk talk..

well...darling i think u found the right guy FINALLY ..
i know this is wat u need n wat u want seriously..since long time ago..
coz u n him come from omos the same world..haha..both r nerds!!!( kidding)
i feel very happy for u..coz everytime u tell me how happy n sweet of ur new relationship..
i can feel it too..^^ coz v share the same heart n feelings all the times..
even though he is damn inexperienced, dun blame him wor..
i will teach him!! ( say till like im those love guru==)
if he bullies u in a bad way n make u dissapointed..juz gimme a call..
n i go take revenge k??
hope dat u guys can oways be dat sweet and he is able to bring u happiness forever..^^