Just In Case..

The feelings of hesitating&choosing sum1 between 2 is very suck...
its worse than making a decision..

pls dun let me haf the opportunity to find reasons to leave u..
pls...
v've been thru so much thou its juz a year...
im very happy with you..
yet im very depressed to be with you..
i dun wan to make a decision dat will make myslf regret..
cz i appreciate you..
i dun wanna c u cry becz of me..
dats y i oways tell myslf i muz stay away from the world outside..the real world
where i belong..

y cant you juz dun make me dissapointed anymore..
izzzit im not gud enuf to be your woman?
the only one inside you..

izzit v cant haf a happy ending wif the people v love the most?
i dun want to end up my life wif sumone i like instead of love...

if one day i reli walk away..
its not bcz i haf no feelings for you anymore..
its bcz im too upset..

if i reli walk away,
u muz take k of urslf...
dun make your nxt gf worry n upset anymore.
the memories of ours will always be in my heart..
cz i know i couldnt find another one to go thru all these wif me..
i love you more than myslf in the past..
but u made me realise i shd place myslf on the top every time...

cherng...


T.T

OO Nite 09 Audition Week

18~22 May was the audition of Orientation Odyssey Night..
choosing ambassadors for each school...
lol..went to college after my piano lesson..
saw many newbies around in college..
felt dat aikss...time flies..
im already a senior there..
thou alot of thgs about skul im still not so sure..==
got lunch packet and water for the crews who were working so hard for the event!
basically the first day i didnt really do anythg lo..lol
o ya i went to haf my hair cut...
actu din reli cut la..juz go for treatment..n make my big bush thinner..==



my dear hair..i will miss u guys T.T
went dinner wif hubby at the rooftop...
purposely go dabao domino's and eat there==
hang up till 11 sumthg hubby drove me home luur~
nice night v had^^

the second day till the 5th day..
i was sitting there..looking for sposnors..
and accompany all my assistants in the form filling room lor~
yea..i haf nice assistants duh?
im kind too..
keep go tbr print the forms...get stationeries!!!
sumore go buy mcd for other comittee and crews!!!
buy till i pokai..lol..



tues look~



wed look~ slightly heavier make up..
cz after the audition im goin to 8tv office for a videoclip shoot..
make ups do help sum visual effect in the television..dont they?



yea..goin to get mcd for the crews again..

so damn tired yet still need to drive to bandar utama for the few seconds video shoot..
at first i reli hesitate b4 making the 1st step to 1u..
but..i reli need to help ash..
s i haf not been to shah alam during his few important weeks to support..
so i muz appear in the tv n say sumthg to tell him
thou im not in the live watching him but i will always support him..
wat i gud fren im!! haha..ashie u reli zap dou ah!! XD



the sticker to enter the studio..lol
me n xian xian 55 gao dim our shoot lo..damn faz one for us..hehe..
actu damn takut..cz suddenly duno wat to say to ash n his group..
im ok in talking bullshit la..but u wan me to sumthg serious is abit..erm..hard
yea..had dinner at OU..wong kok again..
s it was the cheapest place..among all..( im broke..T.T)



makan dengan gelojohnya~

however the food sucks mannnn!!!!!
reli suckksssss!!! wong kok..ur food quality let me down la wei!

went shopping after dat..
sum sumthg i wan in Pull and Bear again!!!
omg...shopaholic is back..
hang out till 9 sumthg and srambled..
b4 leaving..
alicia was playing wif a ma lat lou..



yea..he is my second husband!XP



i wanna c how it looks la! i never see b4..(if u blif in dat..XP)

ok..did mask n slept..
zi xian oso slept damn early one..
thou v r juz working on form filling..
but v r very exhausted..
imagine those who are from or, security and pnp..
sure they will be worse than us..

Day 4



had roti pisang wig xian in the morning
everythg was same..work, mcd, had fun..lol
met sponsors after dat..in klcc and bukit bintang..
wif wey j and carmen..business teams from TT
then went to pav for dinner wif mum n xian..



damn shy one xian~

yea..i pamper myslf again..
bought a pink dress from padini as i need a dress to go dating wif hubby the next day! lol..
went home..mask n sleep..xian oso sleep damn early..haha

Day5..


bought roti pisang again..
while waiting..



here cums the mirror lol!! XD

yea..same thg happens in block m again..



edited this..yea..they were my personal ambassadors for OO audition..haha...
hope dat pig pig and yi sheng will be famous lol!

bought mcd for crews..
then scrambled home..
fetch mum to office for night shift..
prepare myslf to go pak tor!!! haha..



the pink dress i bought yesterday!! XD
went for dinner wif cherng cherng at MOF..








some couple pics =)
then rushed to cinema for Midnight at Museum 2..
OMG damn interesting one..
hubby laugh like hell when the monkey slaps the guy..
its nice..^^

hubby did the driving so i juz kacau him when he was driving..
yea..had fun in the car..
n went home..
aih duno when i can c my dear dear again..T.T
tired..slept early n prepare for tomolo's work..

Sat n Sun..
work work work...
yet had a great time wif my colleagues.. :)

Crabs for The Weekends

i was working during the weekends..
talked alot wif the supervisor in Q Jelly..hehe..
when it comes to the closing shop session..



crabs for supper!!! ulala!



so busy wif the crabs! XD



my old bean( word to word tranlation)



see his cute face!!! XD











my colleagues: from above here goes irene, yumi, calvin, steven n jacky n fiona!!! lol..love them loads..^^

AND HERE GOES THE UGLIEST PICTURE OF MINE...ZZZZ





The Augustin version and Marilyn Monroe version's Alicia..==

Day 2: CRAB FEAST!!!! OMG!!!XD

the boss treated us!!!!



pork ribs,crab, n crab crab, n crab crab crab!!!
yea i was so busy eating so i didnt reli snap photos dat time..lol



like celebration for dunno who's birthday..lol..
but actually its not..
makan till 12 sumthg then scrambled home..s it was too late..
call it a day..
n gonna b very tired for the cuming whole week...T.T
damn glad to haf gud boss, frenly colleagues..
being pampered by my old bean..hehe..thz alot!^^

Outing wif Xian and Xin ^o^

I was so boring on Friday..
and i felt like i was so outdated wif the movies in cinema again..
so i juz called my old classmates zi xian and yan xin to go out for movie..
went to pav...
rush to ichiban for sushi..then i bought some you tiao and scrambled into the cinema..
v watched xmen wolverine..
wow..its a nice movie man!! watch it people please!!!!
i think it is much more better than transporter 3, 007 and any blockbuster movies which were not blockbustered at all..
and the 3 of us were so noisy inside the cinema actually..hehe



the 3 siao bo's..

went for desserts in MOF after dat..hehe..



i shared this wif xian xian lar~



yan xin drinking the macha tea XD



dirty yan xin..^^



dirty zi xian..



dirty me..hehe..

fetched them go home and called it a day...
i had a great time you guys my dears!!! muacksss!!!!

My Honeymoon Vacation!! XD

yeah..juz back from redang wif cherng cherng lar~~

sun nite..
after i finish working terus go home n prepare lo..
then go wm n fetch hubby..
my parents were siting at the back of my car..
the situation in the car was soooooo....kekok..
as some tragedies happened months ago..
i think u guys should noe one la..
my parents still cant reli accept him as he hurt their dear princess gau gau once..
arrive putra station and hop into the bus..
damn long journey both of us cant sleep well..
(muz go by plane nxt time==)

arrive kuala trengganu at 5am!!!
omg..duno wat to do there..
n so many idiots were smoking and make me hot tempered..zz
struggle till 6 where the agents came to pick us up..
had rest in the agent's office till 8.30am baru depart lo!!!XD



mehrang jetty..



its me..:) wif a sleepy face..
i continued sleeping on hubby's dai bei..
n he was so busy laughing at the movie programed inside the ferry..==
after 1 1/2 hr v arrived redang!! omg it was soooo nice!! XD



the sea water is crystal clear!!! the scenery was soooo..remarkable!!! ulala~

checked in n took some rest..
changed clothes and went for lunch after dat..



my bikini wear...lol..
the results of one meal oni per day..==

went for snorkeling after lunch...
met yee hao there..he went there wif his korean gf..lol!
wow the marine scene is sooo beautiful!!!! saw many cute fish n nice corals..
damn remarkable..
i've took some pics about those marine life...
will post it up soon!!! ^^

when i got up to the boat again..
i was in a headache..wtf...
the boat was sooo unstable..then i went aslp again..
hubby curi curi kiss my head ah!! haha..
tot i duno sumore tim!

had tea break n went back to our room to haf some rest..
then came out for dinner again..(like pig..oink oink~)

i started a conversation wif cherng:

ME:Cherng, u noe march till may is the best season to visit redang?

CHERNG: I duno. Y?

ME: Coz there is no strong wind and rain in this season attacking redang lo. In chinese we call as wat ji hou feng ma.

(Then after a few minutes..thunder attacked!!! The whole Redang was raining! wtf...
so fishy ah..hahahaha~)

CHERNG:(FURIOUS)Mahai ah! juz say say then reli rain so heavy dy. Nxt time you dont cakap banyak.

so we juz ran back into our room..
had snacks there n chat...
there rain bcame smaller..
loud musics were heard as there was beach party for the first night.
but v didnt join cuz of the laziness..hehe
so v continue enjoy moments being together in a small room..
n i reli had a wonderful night!

Day 2: woke up early and went for breakfast.
went snorkeling again after dat.
This time v went to snorkel in further places..takes damn long time to travel oso..XP
this beach is damn nice one..seriously..
the fish approached us once i held a pc of bread in my hand..
cherng was damn takut one haha..
like the fish wanna attack us..
we saw very beautiful corals..n the sek ban yu hiding under the big stone!!! lol..
cherng took pics bout dat..will post it nxt time la!

went back to resort for lunch..
then continue snorkel again!!!! omg!!@@
swim damn far one..i think got 2 km lo...
pening betul ah!!!!
hubby got sunburn..(who asked him not to apply sunblock?!)
saw swordfish! lol..mini size one..==
then went back to resort again luur~

had sum great time wif hubby at the seaside..
he carried me n v walk along the beach!! XP...
sumore wait for the waves to approach us..n v moved like crabs..haha..

had dinner and walk around during the night time..
there were singers singing like wat v saw in cola club! lol..
had sum drinks there..
wow~ i love whiskey cola!n enjoy the songs.. the breeze..my hubbys hug!
gues wat? i saw commets!!!
that was my very first time!!! cepat cepat make wishes!!!XD



the big n round moon^^

i slpt bside the beach for awhile as it was sooo comfortable!!!

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butterfly lovers^^





lols..sleeping in the net..
it was reli relax..i reli wish dat i had one more night..T.T

Day3:





muka pagi :)



roti bakar made by hun =)
went to the seaside again after dat..










a few pics before v left redang..



i was sooo keberatan while leaving the beatiful island..
i wish i could stay there all the time!









ahh~ i love the sea!!!
arrive kl around 8pm..headache again..
swear to god dat i will nvr sit double decker again..
sumore long distance punya!!! ish! >.<




cherng..thank you for the vacation..
there is one more place to store our memories now^^
i had wonderful day n nights..
swimming wif u..being "mermaid" togeda.
see the stars in the sky..commets!lol
enjoy ur every single hugs..
<3 I LOVE YOU