24th April 2009

~HAPPY SWEET 19TH DEAR KELVNN!!!~


the day before his birthday,
me, sean, jia hao, soon long and another coursemate had a mini birthday bash for this lil fren lar!!!!
having this in INHOUSE CAFE..
after having lunch jia hao popped out wif a birthday cake!!!! XD



blowing the cake!!!



c his sakai face!!! XD



can u guys c the face mould on the cake?..
dat part is for him..SPECIALLY FOR HIM..



the eartquake impact!!!



sean said it was like dog shit..haha...

ok..so v juz talk n haf fun there..
after dat i went to library and revise my translation paper..

kelvnn..wish u all the best and b happy everyday la!!!^o^

Exam Week vs Emo Week~(edited)

the whole week i was soooooo busy with studies and thinking of tricks..
i didnt expect its sunday already today...(oopsss..shd say monday lol)
i juz took two subjects this sem..no resit paper..phew~

monday..study..study..study..
then hubby visited me..
so i went to order domino's pizza for our lunch...
a large NY crust classified chicken and also his favourite garlic bread...
the pizza was soooo big dat hubby said ive bought too much..
but he ended up wif 5 pieces of pizza and perhaps 2 pieces of garlic bread..
wakaka~
domino's pizza is much more better than pizza hut..
trust alioia k? she is a sik kar~ blek..XP
playing around my house again..lol
then things were like normal days..being my mum's taxi driver and dine together..

Tuesday..study like hell again at the library..
huhu covered all the chapters that will come out..
damn confident one la actually..xoxo..
study till 5 then go fetch mum..
dine and sumore watch tv and on9 till late ..omg...

Wednesday..Exam day!!!!!
yet hubby came to visit me and play around again in my house..
founded out sumthg i wouldnt like to c in his mobile phone..wtf..
gal's sms!!!! flirt sumore!!!!!ish ><
terus "kill" him and chase him out from my house..
crying while bathing..
then act like nothing and go to college and make my last revision..
o cant really focus during the revision period and even while answering the qustion paper..
but in the end of cuz i manage it la..
cuz the questions were so straight to the point and i can answer easily without twisting any part of my brain!!! XD
went out the exam hall around 3.25 after 3 times checking my answers..
hooh!!! damn relief bcuz i haf one more subject to go only lol..
upset and moodless yet i have to hide it from my friends and especially my mum..
cuz i dun wan her to get worry anymore..
nite time..went clubbing wif MR.Secret..hehe...
drunk like hell thou im not ez to get drunk..
n cry in the club..wtf...
so paiseh luckily no body took photos of my idiot crying face..
went home around 4

Thursday..i was facing insomnia..
so i woke up around 8 sumthg or 9 ahem forgot bout dat..
i thought dat alcohol might be able to make me numb for all the sad case of mine..
but then my mind was still so fresh..
sleep oso will thought of hubby..
n wake up cried again..
sent him a bloddy hell long message to cry out my feelings..
i felt very insecure and..upset...
supposed to break up but in the end v didnt..
he wouldnt want to..and NEITHER ME!!!!
i was moodless dat day n i bang my car twice..WTF!!!!????
luckily its juz a minor case huhu..
i saw dat biatch who flirt wif my hubby..posted comments to his profile..
Miss S..so i juz terus shoot her there and sent her private msg to stop her..
then at nite i saw hubby deleted the msg n i was sooo damn mad..
so i decide to find her profile out thru frenster and tag him her not so nice photos..
since he nvr see her b4 yet so interested bout her..
wow~ i was sooooo insane dat time..
after a hot shower i realise dat im too mean for her..
so i decided to find out her contact num and called her..
n yea i did it..(m i god?)
hope dat thgs are like wat i expected now: they stop contact..
but how many times i can stop this kinda situation??!!
he scolded me suck bcz of dat biatch??
but i noe he didnt mean it one la..aiksss..
n thgs ended up wif muacks again before i slept?
like so sudden..n eerie..ish..><
o ya..i attented kelvnn's mini birthday bash at house cafe...
will post bout it later..XD

Friday..met up joyee..
studied together in college's library..



parking our car next to each other lols..

n talk about our boyfriends..
yea hubby and i quarrel again bcz he is not going to bring me along for his fren's bbq party..
duno y i wil b very perasan if my bf did not invite me to his other activities..
s my previous boyfrenssss will never do this to me!!!!
i felt so insecure and start arguing again..ish..
joyee's sis was not feeling well so v picked her up in school and went bek to joyee's house..
drove my mum to work and study at joyee's house till 8 pm!!!!



having kfc as dinner lols!!!

drove home and went to alterate my new clubbing and dinner dress..
n i did a gila thg!!! take pictures when i was taking bath n send to my hubby!!!wtf
aslept and awaits saturday's LAST PAPER!!!

Saturday~ Exam ar!!!!
the test was sooo...hard..
haiz...
wat i expect didnt come out..
come out those easy easy cheap cheap thgs yet i din go n study wtf!!!!!!!!
went pav wif carlson n my bunch of coursemates..
had lunch at wong kok..



aiyo..the food there sucks la!!!!
the rice was cold!!!! omg~ wat happent o wong kok?!?!
o yea i went to try bikini bcz im goin to buy one for my redang trip..
saw one cute one in roxy..



damn small breast one haha..

lol..went around n shop wif carls..
listen wat he wanna tell me..
talk craps..then went home wif derek n yogurt..
being wif them is reli fun..
they were soooooo...sampat and noisy...
then lead carlson bek to college and went home..
during nite time i went to pav wif mum again..
like normal saturdays had dinner at ichiban boshi...
then go refill those cosmetics n skincare products i've finished..
bought basics from pull n bear again..
n spent 400 include having drinks at theobroma..
burn money again==
but shopping therapy was the best to cure my stress..
as i was 90% screwed up in this whole week..

Sunday..
my sweet morning was being ruined by my dad..
reason canot be told here..ish..
went to haf brunch wif aunt and visit her two lil cats..
wow they were so fat till the doctor request dieting for PETS!!!!
omg!!!!
went to teach my cousin science and went to time square..
buy cosmetics again n change a new t shirt with problems of the printing..ew~
saw fish leong there..haha..
then rush back home to bath..
and went to shah alam n support baby ashie la..



emoing~



me n zi xian again^^



me n ashie's brother lar~




my bao bei drumstick!!! ^o^

wow~ this week showflow is gud la wer!!!
thumbs up for FRIENDZ!!!!!!
they can sing and dance so well..
n they got the highest mark among 6 grps..
i felt so happy for him lo!!!
hope dat FRIENDZ will be able to continue their journey till the finals lo!!!!

its late right now..
i gtg..
hubby's cuming tomolo and im off to port dickson wif my fren from DML1!!!!
dun worry my friends..im fine now..
not emo anymore..
perhaps period is cuming? LOL

n for hubby..
if ur not dat flower..
if im not dat sensitive, emo n radical..
v will b the perfect couple..frankly..
cz v r oways dat loving..
but i duno when it comes to the end..
as we dunno wat will happen in the future..
however..i just want to tell u dat i miss u every single moment in my life..
i love u too muchie and gues this is y i was over the top whenver u make me mad..
sorry if i pissed u off..muacksss!!! ^^



photo taken during 13 Sept 2008..when i was invited to SMK Chong Hwa to PK wif the contestants in Best Of Chong Hwa..in Cannes Tea House after my show!

Translation ar!!!! T.T

omg...i still left 2 hrs before the exam..
i used 2 days to study tis bllody hell subject--> translation...
but how cum its like i never study before ar?..
the notes langsung cant get into my mind one!!!!!
i thought i studied finish but once i see those past year papers i cant even answer any question ar!!!!
OMG!!!!!!
HELP!!!!!
wish alicia luck ar!!! must get at least an A- nerh wtf!!!!!
ish!!!!
!@#$%&*()*&^%$@#!@$%&*()^*%&%#^%@$%#^*(&)*&*&%$

ok..damn stress now.. gtg now..

How Does It Feel?

how does it feel when ur parents told u dat ur going to australia n will never come back in a sudden?

my parents want me to cont my studies at australia after my diploma..
im going to get the PR from aus as well...

i was happy at first..cuz i haf relatives there..
n i can run away from the hell in Malaysia..(my house==)

but then i was not dat happy after i thought of my friends, my dears...
im going to leave them n juz see them once a year? T.T
yer..i dun wan lo..
sumore this is not wat i plan!!!
i plan to go Liverpool aft advanced dip instead of Aus aft dip la!!!!zzz..

im going to leave le..still got one year left...
alot of things..i havent bail..
i juz hope dat everything will b fine till the day i go to aus..
include my studies, friendship, family probs, n my relationships..
im going there alone!!!!
gonna make new frens again..cope wif thgs..

the feeling was so complicated right now..

Happy Birthday Joanna!!!!!

happy 19th my Dear Dear!!!! muacks...

yesterday v had a mini birthday bash for joanna..
but her actual birthdate is today lar..XD
around 1 sumthg, after visiting cherng cherng..
i met up joyee and v went to ampang point...
its was reli jam there so v decided to go for ichiban at pav!!!
lol.







pictures of the day..^^

there was 6 ppl..me, joyee, zx, joanna, joyen n kok wai..
we had ichiban boshi for brunch..
ate jor rm114...
joyee fetch her sis to ampang for tuition..
omg..she got lost n went to kesas again..lol...
left me kok wai n joanna sleeping and had desserts at mof..
i was looking for the director..
actually no purpose de la..
juz curious how he look cuz his voice was sooooo Young in the phone..lol
treated joanna mof ice cream..

joanna is a damn nice gud gal...
v've known each other since std2 jor~
n v see each other grew up..yea..

from 2.30pm till 5pm..
joyee n her darl oni appear..
fulamak..v wanted to watch movie..but the time was not right..
every movie!!! oso canot suit our time..
cz joyee is going to haf a lvls..
her dad disallow her to go home late..
n she looked so dissapointed cuz its been a long time she had not go out..
so v bought twilight n domino's pizza back to joyee's house n enjoy ourselves!!!
i had carlsberg dat night..
sumore drove my frens home..@@
dangerous biatch i m..xoxo..
9 sumthg v went home..tired..n aslpt
cz sumthg not so gud happened in the morning...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA...
MAY ALL UR DREAMS COME TRUE..
^^
WE LOVE U MUCHIE!!!!

i duno what im thinking right now..
m i doing the right thing??
im going to share my thgs!!! my people!!!

guys, if u reli love sumone will u still think of other girls?
the answer is NO/YES?

guys, if the girl means something to u will u show her to ur parents?
YES/NO?

So what m i thinking now huh?
rationally i wont continue..
but emotionally i did...wtf..

people, if ur ex find u back n tell u whatever he miss u or anything else..
dun reli trust them..
wat they promised was juz fake..

u can think, sms or msn any girls u like..
or even dream of sex wif them lol..
but pls dun do all this in front of me..
dun go out wif them, meet them, kis them or whatever thgs like wat v've done..
i dun wan u to hurt anyone ANYMORE..
u wanna hurt me fine wif it..i've made use to it..
i will try not to think bout it so much..
act like i duno anythg..
juz take it as a challenge c how patient i m ba..

i believe that balasan will come very fast one..
cause i've witnessed too much..
thou i love u, but i reli hope dat bad things will happen to u..
to teach u a great great lesson..
seriously..



cuz i wan u to be gud

Busy and Retarded jor lar!!!! T____T

wow...its another busy week for me...
lets start this post with last friday...
went to look for sponsors wif TT's program master and business director and OO program master william...
omg..v din prepare proposal..wth...
TT's comittee were soooo pro!!!! reli nid to learn aot from them...
tiring day..
william prepared the proposal while i was driving..
then check again at coffee bean..



my retarded tired face..pukima..



ok..chilled after ice blended coffee!!! XD



william..working on the business proposal..

damn tired dat day...v got home around 8..
it was raining so heavily n both of us were soooo tired!!!
till..v dun even wanna speak in the car..
i can drive till mengantuk sumore...(1st time like dat)
ok..i slpt round 10 dat night..too exhausted..

Saturday..
woke up early n went out wif william again...
went to ho ching yuen to look for sponsors and find out where is nichii's HQ..
bloody hell v went the wrong path n i drove to kesas highway!!! omg...
(wanna go visit vincent lol)
luckily v went to cheras n finally arrive sg besi without any obstacles AGAIN..wtf
then oni realise the nichii store at sg besi was not the HQ!!! omg...
v discovered the dress which suits finalists..
damn big improvement for nichii tis time..
cuz in my memory clothings from nichii fashion city SUCKS MANN!!!
(dat was years ago lar ==)
ok got the phone number for the marketing department n scrambled!!! lol..

went to pc fair after dat..



yuhoo...but once i enter the hall...
i terus pening kepala!!! omg!!!! so many people..i swear i will nvr go there...
prefer to get pc stuffs at low yat..lols..
wanna haf lunch actualy but its too late...
so i drove home n meet up my hubby..
lol this is wat i got for him!!!!!



panda biscuits!!!!
i got it when i was looking for sponsors in lot10...

panda is our erm...
animal symbol of our love?? lol..
cuz during our first date v went for movie.. Kungfu panda...^^
n we bought a pair of panda earings after dat..lolx..

during nite time i drove my mum to pav for dinner..
had dragon-i..
damn enjoy one...
went to sg wang after dat to renew my stuffs..
get new pair of sandals..lol...n sum accesories...
went home after dat n had a gud sleep..^^


Sunday..sumthg happen between joyee n her bf..
aiksss..they love n care for each other too much so there is always arguements between them..
joyee was so moody dat day...
her eyes were so bengkak..n she dun even haf the strength to talk ad..
sakit hati to c her lik dat lo..
so i drove her to my granny's house..
watch me teach the kids n help them in their homeworks..
then followed me to kepong for desserts..



the durian pancake!!!! XD ulala~ my fav thgy..
but i prefer the pancakes in sweet chat more than tis..
fetch joyee bek after that..
n rush back home to prepare to attend the live broadcast of ultimate power group la!!!
drove zi xian, wei chuan n benjamin to shah alam..
its was raining n i thought dat i will b very jam..so i speed...
in the end..i arrive there within 30 minutes!!! haha~
juz hang around went to toilet..
then sit in the studio wait till 8.30pm...
the show starts..

ash was transfered to the group called friendz..
well..its a nice group thou..
their performance was gud...reli not bad actually..
but i duno y they get less marks than XL..
among the four groups i think Friendz was the best lo!!!!!





some pics during the intermission..^^





m i eating the real chocolate?
i love white chocs thou!



na..actually its a piece of mirror..XD
wei chuan!!! i saw u inside! lols..

ok..friendz got into the next round..
when the show ended v waited for ash to come out..
talk awhile n went home..tired..zz

Monday..
i wouldnt want to go n meet the sponsors..
but then william ask me to go..T.T
okay so i went to klcc...
went shopping while meeting sponsors!!! omg!!!
went back to college for class after dat n attended OO general meeting..
adoi!!! tired...
yet happy cuz one of the sponsors im looking for agreed to sponsor their products to us!!!!
studied awhile, applied mask n aslept..

Tuesday..
okay..business director needs a break!!!!!
no school..no business dealings n bla bla bla..
juz HUBBY!!!!



kk..no push up bra for this day..XD



off to school around 12.30 n fetch hubby..
like usual go pav n haf lunch at ichiban again..
after dat v decided to go for mcd but sudd hubby change his mind and wanna haf sumthg from coffee bean..but then..
v end up going to theobroma again!!! lol..



went for Friday 13th..
wow..not bad la this movie..
cuz it can retain my suspension continuously..lol
violence n horrible..
sumore the ending is damn surprising one..
walked to times square and took photo sticker..
then went back to gk for dinner..(shd say supper ahem?)
n go home..tired yet fun..



inside the cinema..keke

Wednesday...
hubby was sick...so he was admited to the hospital for a few days..
the doctors wanna observe him..(like experiment..XP)
n so now im here in the hospital as well...
accompanying him..till the next day...
MUTHAFUCKA!!!! My car got clamp yesterday..
wtf..cuz i juz park my car at no parking area..
n went up to SAD looking for OO nite advisor..
n support my fren's advertising assignment..
wtf wtf wtf..
wasted 10 bugs for dat cheebuy thg..
watever la..luckily they unlock my car once i paid..
if not sure i will go bang down all the no parking signboards right beside the canteen 2..

recently i've been so crazy listening to cookie jar
cuz it reminds me the days i was so crazy in playing o2jam..
s the song's bass and combination is like the songs inside o2jam..
o yea..im mentally tired la...
sumore wanna exam ad..suddenly i had brain fatigue..wtf
i nid to relase stress...
can anyone bring me to the club??
lol..no sponsor talkings please..
juz dance n dance n DANCE!!! beer beer n BEER!!!!

kk..gtg..hubby wake up from his noon nap le!!! ^^
wanna go play wif him n study later..

Cant Think For Any Title Right Now

well..
actually i m emoing now..
cuz i read sumone's blog..
n wonder alot..
hesitate for many many things deep down inside..
its bcuz of the past of mine which had caused tones of confusion inside my mind..
i wish to protect myself from being hurt again...
yet since i read a book bout sumone's past..

its about a gal n the guy she loves..but she didnt dare to accept him
cz she was afraid to get hurt..
the guy loves her too..but he din dare to confess as he afraid dat the gal will reject him..
thou he has a gf..n they get married in england..
he still love the girl very muchie..
years later the guy had kids..
the girl was still lonely..still a virgin..n got breast n womb cancer..
she was stil alive now..but lying on the bed of a hospital in taiwan..

i thought dat v should appreciate wat we haf before it left..
but im reli damn coward to face all this kinda thgs again n again..
thou it makes me grow..
perhaps....
n maybe...

sumtimes v love sumone very much till v did things without considering from all parts, didnt we?

izzit right for me to choose this path in such short time?
im hesitating...

3/4-8/4

3/4 Friday~



attended lecture and went to pavilion wif hubby..
hang out at theobroma lounge again..then..
watched unborn..(sum sort of horror movie yet not horrible at all)
went to had dinner at dragon-i after dat...






being fed by my hubby is always the happiest thing in my life!! ^^





lol..the essence of dragon-i..

dine and talk talk talk..
camwhored...there were more pics in hubby's hp..
load it when i got it la~

juz walk around n drove hubby back to gk n get his car..
he went to haf drink wif alan diu..

4/4 Saturday..

Went for the MQA briefing..
damn funi one the head of ssh..
talk jokes yet there is main point inside..
feel glad to haf such a tau...XD
went home n prepare to go shopping wif mum again..
go pavilion again..=.=
(this is the 5th time i been to pav for the whole week ad)
v watch shinjuku incident and dined at ichiban boshi again..
shinjuku incident is a damn nice movie...
n its the first time i see a not happy ending of jackie chan's movie..
rate it 80/100..^^V
looking for sumthg to give my hubby..
went home around 9..damn exhausted one..
o ya...i bought few boxes of mask and cucumber pads again..
my mask use till 7788 dy..nid to refill..wakaka~
let's call it a day again..

5/4 Sunday~

woke up early in the morning went to granny's house n teach the kids again..
its the last day of sales!!! too bad im not goin to pav for the last check up..
met hubby at kepong's pizza hut and had our lunch there...
this is the 2nd time v had our meals at pizza hut..
then v went to haf desserts at tim pan gor gor..
eat the durian thgy..^^



lol..hubbys paying da bill..

went home after dat cuz its gonna rain heavily...
went to jusco wif mum again..
cuz she wanna check up sumthg for the last day of sales..
bath..n meet hubby at metroview again...
he bang my car...wtf..
but still v haf the mood to climb up to the roof again..
n make it s our "territory"..(guess wat v've done there?)
around 12 sumthg i drove home..wif the awful noise made by my car again..T.T
got scold cuz i bang my car..
thou im not the one who did it..T.T
i swear i will nvr let cherng cherng drive my car anymore..

6/4 Monday

visited the perodua service centre near my house..
waited for a FEW hours there n c the formen repair my car..
spent RM250..(shd claim back from hubby)
but i didnt do it in the end..lol..
sumore fetch him from college to gk n haf lunch...
had my car washed..
play around in my house. play wif hamsters..lol
then went fetch him home n went to college for OO nite meeting..
yer~ not satisfied wif the plans n programs decided..
but i m juz from the smal smal business team..so cant say anythg..
juz can try my best to find lots n lots of sponsors..
went home n dine wif parents at the 3rd floor..
a small shop belonged to my neighbour..
her nasi lemak is damn nice one..hehe..
on9, plan for sponsorships stuffy n asleep...

7/4 Tuesday

go dating wif hubby again after translation class..
alicia is bad..cuz she ponteng media class again..==
had ichiban boshi again..



hubby wat r u doin there?



the difference of macha ice cream and wasabi..
let u gues..



so..this is the macha ice cream or wasabi? lol..

around 2 sumthg v watched fast n furious..
hmm, dat movie is okok la...
not too interesting..
but i like the musics faded in and out in the movie..
rate it 77/100..
walk around after dat...



remember i said im looking for sumthg to gif my hubby days ago?
n yea...here v go!!!!



lol..i look like pregnant in this pic..
i was oways imagining how i look if im pregnant..
n now this photo show me ad..XD

ok..i bought a white sweater for hubby from pull n bear..
s he doesnt haf one...







lol..playing wif the sweater..^^
had sum drink at theobroma lounge again..





more pics will b uploaded next time..=)
went back after that..
so tired yet happy..^^

8/4 Wednesday,



damn happy day...
went to pav for carls jnr wif my classmates after lecture..
then went to meet baby, play "rape case" lol
then attend MQA session..
oni me n michelle being questioned representing DBC1...
lol..michelle's gp so high!!! 3.7 sumthg nerh..
me juz 3.66..T.T
damn dissapointed wif the question the profs asked..
cuz i expect to ask sumthg bout the course...
but they asked us bout those facilities thgs indeed..
fetch mum from office like usual..then meet up hubby..
n his frens chee,hy n derick for dinner..
then juz go home do sumthg n sleep..
another day again lol..
so damn tired..n missing my hubby so much!!!!



c his cute face!!! muackssss...