曲终人散

渐渐地感到越来越陌生。。
害怕，无奈，生气，怨恨，疑问。。
流泪。。

偶尔回想，
开心，想念，感动，好笑，怀念。。
流泪。。

真的很难压抑。。
尤其是我这种极度情绪化的动物。。
习惯依赖，撒娇，拥抱，
突然要把习惯改掉，真的很难。。
现在的我感到十分空虚，不知所措~

真的不明白
为何会这样。。这样容易放手。。
原来我们的回忆与经历是那么地肤浅~

只能自己一个面对，收拾烂摊子~

Steamboat & Poppy Nite~

had a celebration party wif peculiar razors at talipon laz thurs..
lol..the food there is sibeh nice one!!!!! haha..
RM23.10 per pax..eat til u pee~ haha..


the group of buddies~




the chili who has good movements in sexy move..kekex..

durin nite time i went poppy..
went there wif jefferd, adam and jayson..






















camwhore pic~ lol







jeffered oso use my phone to camwhore..==
had a great nite wif them ^^
ok la..dats all for today..
wanna do mask n sleep luur~

Mooncake festival

Aih..a damn bored one..
wanted to play candles one but no ppl accompany me!!!!
its once a year..
sumone is playing so happily there but me..haiz..
luckily my ex yuk wah came to find me..
brought me to pav for movie~
i noe he wanted to watch where got ghost so badly de la..
thou i watched it..but still i accompany him watch it luur~
i watched twice..twice oso aslept inside the cinema! haha
imagine how bored it was..zzzzz
i was so anticipating but i think liang dao did not do a gud job this time..
the impact was not obvious n great enuf..@@
yeah..yuk wah treat me MOF..then juz walk around..
v supposed to go for dinner at Happy Seasons but suddenly he felt like vomiting..
omg..
so i drove his car..fetched him back home n call my dad to come..
aikss..so unlucky..T.T
gotta wait for nxt year's mooncake festival again..
people say this day is a gud day for couples to gather n being "as round as the moon"
but me..watching the moon alone..haiz..
btw dad bought very nice mooncakes bek home..
n my house got many types of mooncake..eat gao gao@@

let me introduce u guys one gud thgy:









my dad brought mooncakes from this company since years ago..
m i realise dat its always the nyonya's as cover..
well i gues its from a baba nyonya boss? lol..
can u c the sculptures on the mooncakes? nice ler!!!!

n i remember dat day i was looking at my baby hamster..
he's sooo old..till he cant open his eyes..n his hands bengkak gao gao one..

i noe he has not much time left..
in fact he reli pass away on wednesday..
er gor gor, hope u can have better life in future~
che che luvs u..thank u for appearing in my life n bring so much happiness to my fam



his corpse..T.T gonna miss u forever~

My Holidays

this sem juz got 2 weeks break~
the first week i went to melacca wif zhen chen..
dun feel like talking about it la..
u guys go c those pics in my fb la..

Saturday:
I went to times square and sg wang wif zi xian..haf a look at 8TV's carnival..damn banyak orang one..n i saw baby ashie!!! lol..then nitetime i went to yun han's farewell party..she went to India ad!! T.T

Sunday:
went to haf lunch at dragon-i wif family..mum ordered those dishes dat i dun reli like..didnt reli enjoy actually~zz walk around..n saw geraldine..she was so gud..thought of buying sum food for her mum before goin bek to johor..nitetime i went to jln ipoh..had dinner at uma wif joshua, jeff and sian sian..^^
talk alot..non stop lol..then around 10 we went to josh's house to celebrate his birthday..









joshua says: finally im 18!!!!! huhu..can go club ady..

2nd week:
Monday: Break up..crying..dun worry im fine now..at least we nvr lose each other and care for each other..

Tuesday: Go Sing k wif zi xian at redbox gardens..lol









thz babe for encouraging me to go for encore..
i think its time for me to go bek to my singing career..
heart u loads..

Wednesday: Stay at home..evelyn called me to follow her to genting..i wanted to..but too rush ady..i cant make it~ Yuk wah drove me to kepong for dinner during the nitetime..went to kepong foodcourt again..lol..thank u my dear..for accompanying me when im so upset~

Thurday: Went to maison..drink and dance..i prefer MOS..got big big danceflr..can dance wif guys lo..maison one is so small...but still can dance wif guys lar~ hehe..
went sushi king for dinner..ichiban is still the best..n i kept promoting ichiban while eating!!!! lolx..












the rapist..haha..








can u c my reaction? lol..
n the pics below is the couple~ ryan n eva^^





camwhore pics..










Friday: nothing to do..sit at home..facebook and blog..looking for the details of the personal grooming courses..

Weekends: omg..this is the most horrible weekend im gonna face..its the mooncake festival..couples play candles and lanterns ler..
leaving me alone watching the moon..while he is goin to haf great fun in his buddies house for 2 nites..i reli muz find sumthg to do otherwise i will keep thinking n thinking again..@@

school reopens..time table sucks! dats wat i can say..lol..