i remember wat choon mei told me during the day v had our eng finals..
u're rite my dear..
sumtimes being frens will be much more better than being couple..
at least sum ppl he care for his frens more than his gf..
he thinks dat friends is everthg for his whole life...

i reli understand this theory..
but y couldnt i juz let go?
y m i so stubborn? reli so dat obssesed?

i reli noe im ntg compared to ur frens..
but i still remain silent..
so is this the right way?

alicia..ur not a stupid human being..when will u be rational instead of emotional?
my head is swimming~~~~