the only thing is my nose which affect how i look like..
i can do ntg much on my height..
so i focus on my features...
ive done a rhinoplasty before...to enhance my appearance..
juz bcz of some of my living habits had brought some negative impacts..
n this was sumthg reli unexpected...a kind of accident..
y should I be blame for my own decision?
doin surgery is like making an investment.
i think,
having good features help to get better jobs in future..
earning more money...
thgs were going fine..until i came to uk..
unexpectedly,
there was failure in my investment..
blamed n blamed...
depressed~
if i have the chance to choose again...
i will still make the same decision...
i really dont mind to feel the pain again,
getting whole face swollen n look like an avatar for sumtime...
its not i act pandai or wat,
im juz doing on sumthg which i think its is right..
you can say be as stubborn as a donkey..
but this is me...
bcz i am just a girl..
who wants and desperate to be a DECENT LOOKING girl..
